She took the beatings, the
Blood smearing her skin
Took the lashings, and the slaps,
And hid her grin
The first time a man gripped her thighs,
Ripped them apart, and forced his way
Past her heart, numbing her to love,
Then threw her away
Numbed down deep to her soul,
She almost broke, almost cried,
Almost tied the knot tight, and
She gave birth to generations
Told them her stories and
Unto them she bequeathed
All her spirit and her worries
She reached past the pain,
Pushed past the slaked lust
Turned herself inside out
Despite the bruises and distrust
She built her walls high,
Enough to endure the storms life
Somehow thought she could survive
And relished a calm from the strife
A destiny couldn’t be resisted
Nevertheless, she persisted
Beneath my skin, from out of my heart
a feeling of love springs to life.
I've never felt this beauty before
I'll give you my love in rife.
I love when you come.
I hate to see you leave.
You make everything better
and my love is for yours to receive.
Tears stream from my eyes
because you are mine.
You look so gorgeous!
"Damn, you're so fine!"
I love touching your skin
so softly and delicately.
You are such a perfect angel,
I could only love you infinitely.
When you look into my eyes
and mine back in yours
I don't ever want this to end
but to forever endure.
Oh give thanks
unto the Lord
for He is good
and His mercies,
they never fail us
Cj 2017 0108
So seldom, and maybe only as a last resort,
do we get what we really deserve.
of fires unseen
the soul of the moon
to eclipse all darkness
It is a hard road
is a brutal teacher
but we live
and we learn
than we ever thought
we could be
If I was my life to read,
I think I'd find a tragedy.
But with each page I turn
I'd find something new to learn.
Perhaps on one I'd shed a tear,
On another I'll fill with fear.
At times I'll be an action drama,
At others something calmer.
But as I run out of pages and space,
A bleaker ending I seem to face.
Each character highlights a new flaw,
And I wonder how there could be more.
This book may brings its highs and lows,
But it's climax no one knows.
That is one thing I can't forget:
I haven't read the ending yet.
You are my light
As well as my darkness
For you shine bright
And I venture in total blindness
Not knowing where to go
You guide my feet with a hurtful spike
As I step, only Pain I know
And my tortured scream you so much like
In winter's cold you kept me
In a hug so tight I gasped for air
But It doesn't matter to me
As long as I have you there
You kept me warm
With your freezing touch
A stinging burn on my arm
A frozen heart I loved so much
Your harsh words
Whipping me scars of hurt
They cut deep like driven swords
In where I wake and make them worth
In every scar I receive
In every bruise to me you give
I still cherish every pain on your shiv
With you by my side I'll forever live
For we are in harmony
Like the equal yin and yang
Our hearts singing a sorrowful melody
In where our hearts in thorns are strung
I am hopeless masochist
Loving the pain and torture you provide
For you are a relentless sadist
In which your punishment is deliciously divine
For what might have been my inspiration
Inside my heart's totally hollow room
You are my Salvation
You are also my Doom
Let me know if you ever went through this kind of relationship :D