RQ - Hello Poetry

RQ Jun 2021

beneath the shallow moonlight of memories

A garden of dahlia
Where memories are stored
The moonlight shines upon the flowers
My heart is buried under

They shine bright during the autumn
Like my love for you during the summer
So breezy in the spring
Now my soul is frozen like winter

The dahlias hold the memory of us together
I was left drunk gazing at it
I smile while my tear rolled down my cheek
And land on the flower

If only I could hold you once more
Like how I hold these flowers
I won't let go of you when you're in my arms
Because we both lost each other before

#dahlia #moon #memories #garden #tear #love #soul

RQ May 2021

Dear Moonlight 4

On a dark and stormy night
The rain falls from the sky
Flashes of lightning sparks across the night sky
The sound of thunder echoes
But your light shines the brightest

I locked myself in room, overthinking
Looking out the window and wondering
Gazing out into the dark blue sky
I see you shine

In need of comfort I look for you
You were there for me whenever I feel blue
Dearest moon you are ever so true
I want to go out to have a better view

Heading out into the cold downpour
Walking in the rain towards you
Looking up with a smile
Dear moonlight let's be together forever
Me and you

RQ May 2021

be a river

be a river and let everything flow
then be a waterfall as it flows down and crash
when it crashes into a lake you can begin anew
a lake is your new beginning
if it does not work out be a river again
be a stream and flow into the ocean
be free in the open upon the horizon

#river #flows #water #waterfall #ocean

RQ Mar 2021

perish

the bridges we built
you burnt it

the hopes i stacked
you demolished it

my love for you
you were blind to see it

the memories we had
you forgot about it

the time we spent
you tossed it

i wasted my nights thinking about you before going to bed

i wasted my tears for someone who doesn't care

i wasted my love

my sacrifices are in vain

everything i have done for you

perished

#angry #sad #lost #broken #heart #sacrifice #vain #perish #done

RQ Jan 2021

Burn The Winter & Walk In The Spring

I did everything I could to reach you.
Why can't you see?
Were you trapped?
Were you lost?

Day by day I keep telling myself you were the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.

Why did it end up like this?
Was I the enemy?
I have loved you with all of my heart.
I never faked anything.
I did nothing to hurt you.

My feelings.
My love.
My trust.
My misses for you were true and sincere.

You were my happiness.
You were the one I longed for.
You were the one I was destined to be with.
You were everything I wanted. I needed.

Why did you leave me in the snow?

I found the light in your eyes.
When I hugged you I never wanted to let go.
Now I am trapped in an unknown tundra.

All I see is a frozen-glacial domain where it once was a spring garden field I walked along with you.

I will now have to burn down the winter you've left me in to walk once again into the spring.. even if it's without you.

I was the poem you failed to read

#love #lost #broken #feelings #hurt #winter #spring #heart #sorrow #sadness

RQ Sep 2020

The Moon Has Always Been My Friend

Staying up late because I can't sleep
Wild thoughts running, making me overthink
I feel something bothering me but I can't figure it out
In my head I always have doubts.

I can't open up to anyone, I am scarred
It feel like I was put behind bars
Not by any person but an entity
No other than another me.

Headed outside to get some fresh air
Looking up to the sky so bare
Nothing else but the moon
Alone and I hummed a tune.

From child to adult I needed a companion
Everyone else is busy I had tension
I felt like I was alone broken and bent
Then I remembered the moon has always been my friend.

Up in the sky shining bright at night
Talking to it makes me smile.

The moon at night

#friend #moon #companion #alone #overthink #sleep #scarred #me #night

RQ Sep 2020

Let me go

Let me go if I am an option,
Let me go if I am not worth your time,
Let me go if I don't matter to you,
Let me go if I mean nothing to you,
Let me go if you can't make time for me,
Let me go if you are ingoring me,
Let me go if we aren't fated to be,
Let me go and you can be free.

Let me go please. I am not an option. I want to be a priority.

#sad #despair #ingored #unwanted #option #sadness #feelings #true #hurt