When  the  internal  righteousness is a mixture of  all  outside  realities
You shift in many "devils" up to the point where "You" no longer exist
Once   in   a  while, Seeking becomes monotonously an exciting habit
But the latest iPhone and Burberry collection definitely make everything better.

Unsure if soaking in mahogany, sangria and lipstick
makes up for all the words I  want to make you feel...
*Square, chords, void, silence.

This                         smoke                                                     on  air            
               cigarette's                                floats carelessly                              


As      I       have            c h a n g e d                                                          
                             ­                  my life prophecy              
                                                           ­                           thrice today!    
                  
 Howbeit  ,   the     sun      shines     on        deserted              lands        
...

What  shape do wavelengths of a sudden snap of reality create,
When they scratch me from the peace
of an internal form-
-less diving
?

Apa t h etic,
C u d  d l y,
E m  p  t y,
G e  n  t l e,
In trig ued,
L   o   s   t ,
Nos ta lgic,
Pe a c eful ,
R  u  s  t y ,
T  i  r  e  d ,
Victorious ,
Xant hous,
Z  a  n  y  .

Male muses |  |  are confusing
         their                                    and        
         absence                              you        
       dries                             wander      
          you                                       ­ in        
          out                                          a        ­
deserted..........|    |..........maze

Autumn lightnings, heavy clouds, night sky
No stars, no lights, no one
Hiding in darkness, fantasizing of happiness, exposed by skylights
The realization, the loneliness, the search
Unable to be understood, incapable of feeling, frozen
Empty... mathematical words.... hungry
A drooling dry mouth, semi-closed red eyes, trembling soul
Inconsistent, Shapeless, Searching
I dive into the inevitable future
Aware of my vampire self accompanying me!