I am as free as any soul can be.
Being neither confined to answerability by kindred or class, I am as the wild flowers that grow beneath the forest trees.
Picking up and leaving, flying and staying only to leave again; my home is naught.
To be unsettled is a virtue and to be uneasy is a gift.
My greatest joy is loneliness and my greatest fear is intimacy. But I do not fear intimacy as one who is unable, but one who must.
To my son- I wish I could offer you more because it is necessary for you to expand your ingenuity far beyond my solar system. The day approaches when I pass you on to the those with ancient mastery so that you may explode with the stealth of the keenest eagle.
To my daughter- You are mine and yours is mine. Your soul we share; for your heart beats to the same rhythm of unsatisfiable wander. Fly, but don't leave. Soar, but don't strain.
To my son- You are unique in hidden genius and strange in secret wisdom. You will reign and no one will overshadow. Your star of humility is a bright nova that shines at the worst and then is dormant until the darkness reveals it again.
I have found creative ways to be hated by all. My power is a curse and my substance is as one engaging a panoptic phenomenon. I curse without a cause only because my bones cry out in torturous lament.
You have blamed me, but you are the persecutor. You wail as a victim and accuse as a scorner. Victims are weak with no strength to accuse. But you accuse from the mountain of supposed persecution Knowing all too well that victims weep, but persecutors scorn.
You plan has been impeded and now you assert your failure as frailty.
When the internal righteousness is a mixture of all outside realities
You shift in many "devils" up to the point where "You" no longer exist
Once in a while, Seeking becomes monotonously an exciting habit
But the latest iPhone and Burberry collection definitely make everything better.
You know what bothers me a bit?
Everytime I recall a memory,
Casually, in my train of thought,
It almost always ends with-
“That was a hard time in my life.”
Even in recollections full of kind
That’s almost always
The following thought in my mind.
And damned if I can find a period of time
That hasn’t been, that wasn’t.
But it doesn’t matter what was…
Or does it?
Yes… yes, it does.
Moving at such a momentum that is necessary for the mere realization makes any attempt of catching yourself futile. You’re moving too fast with entirely too much force. Your fingers scrape at hard dirt sides, the glass that sand once was cuts once again. Branches turn into hot, fiery rope in the palms of your hands.
And begin to ascend….
i feel the electricity spark between us when we touch.
i feel the warmth of your soft and tender lips on mine.
i feel the joy your voice brings every time you speak
i feel my heart growing fonder each time you come into my sight.
i feel something new.
i feel you.
i feel love.
i knew from the moment i saw you that we would be grand.
it took you 12 years to realize this.
now we're happy.
and of course, it's only temporary.
why would the fates ever allow someone like me to be happy?
was i selfish in a past life?
am i paying for something that i don't know about?
well fates, hate me today or hate me tomorrow.
i'm going to love this man as much as i can while he's still here.
and perhaps we won't last since you're pulling him away.
but i can live happily knowing i experienced something so beautiful.
the wait was worth it.
you won't bring me down.
We said goodnight
Only an hour ago
My heart feels tight,
Where does the time go?
It'll only be a while longer
Before we'll be together
I know there's bruises
And scars on us too...
But I know we'll make it through.
You make my heart melt
Just by laughing with me
I can only imagine how I'll feel
While you're hugging me.
I want to hold your hand.
If i ruled the world id have hockey games settle evry dispute now that may not seem cute but if all that passion by politicians is displayed on the ice then we might not be in needless disputes
If you're rude to me if i was emperor you see id not be cruel and force you to eat nothing but bread and gruel id simply have you put out of your misery because you're clearly a loon
Now you may not like every whim and policy but i promise id try to come off as endearing I'll kiss babies and give to charity and explain my thoughts with the utmost clarity and maybe go on Larry King
But all punchlines aside if i ruled the world and everything in it id make it so we treated addicts like humans not vermin and remain sane to help the insane and truamatized because so many people suffer behind their eyes and
I'd decide to abolish money so greed wouldn't decide the fates of those out here in these streets
Id make it so we gave back to the earth so much that weve taken from it and actually do things that benefit the environment not kill wildlife