LOVE
This word
Made worlds turn upside down
L
   O
       V
           E
That feeling you have
When you see the wild ocean for the first time
When you see how white the snow is for the first time

As you dig deeper
You will know
that ..

You can drown
In that same water, you prized
You can freeze to death
In the same feathery snowflakes
That fascinated  you
By their unique shape
By their glimmering

As you dig deeper
You will know
How sweet it is that feeling of love
And being loved

" it's better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all "

A mixed haphazard feeling

L  i  k  e    T H a t   F e e L i n g  

WHEN ...
you taste that first sip of coffee
from your favorite mug
in a sunny spring day

WHEN ....

you smile at a stranger
and smiles back

you travel with no destination
and the universe keeps on surprising u

you dance like no one's watching

you sleep under the stars

you can't sleep
because you are excited for the next day

you are running into someone
you haven’t seen in a while

you draw a big smile
on the faces of your loved ones

Lost pieces of you
You never knew existed
You will find them
In places WHERE
You never BOTHERED to look

Cloudy sky              
Rainy day                
6 pm date
Under the central park’s clock
Fulfilling kiss
Piano keys
Old days nostalgia
First  love
Visiting museums
Classical hand touch
Charming elegance
Living in paintings

Heart in a bottle
Smoke in the air
Soul in a cage
Black and white tears
Dried out thoughts
Hazy melodies
Here and there
Spirit floating over body
Mind wondering how is it to feel alive

She was the only beautiful thing
In her dark world
Bodies were falling apart around her
Since her childhood
She couldn’t read or write
But she was the book thief
She stole “  the gravedigger’s handbook   “
And when she was asked
She said -it wasn’t always mine-
She met a bird
Who was forbidden from life
From seeing the sun and the daylight
She described it for him
The weather, the day
The coldness of the snow
The heat of the sun
Painted the pages of a book
Then she wrote her own story
The book that the bird gave her
And said “write , words are the only thing that make us humans”
She was living for books and words and lines
She lost all the dear souls
Under the left pieces of war
Except her book
And the bird

When someone you love dies
Memory keeps on turning
The pages of "all the moments " you spent together...

We were young
So young
We were meant to be
Meant to meet
In the heavens
In the seventh sky

I will always remember
That day
When I saw u
In front of me
When U hugged me
How I felt warm
Like my bones and yours
Were melting
And became one
I wanted that moment
To be eternal
Everlasting
My little cold bones
Are still waiting
For another breath-stealing reunion
So they can feel alive
And full again

When u love
You give them all of you
Wishing they can give u
Just a corner in their hearts

I miss those days
Being sun-kissed
Going to that coffee shop
Where I find that old man
Every morning
Saying "good morning "
And asking how am I
I get a hot cup of coffee
And a morning smile
That refreshes all the good feelings
In my way home
I let my feet choose
Where they want to go
What road they want to take
I see how the wind moves the tree leaves
And the petals of those white flowers
In front of an old couple’s house
How those dandelions
Growing next to an abandoned home
Completing the view of that white wall
Like they are part of it
I miss those walks
When there is just me , my coffee and the blue skies
Walking around
Making that nice eye contact with strangers
Followed by a smile
And never seeing them again
My feet took me to these places
My memory  took me  back to visit
I seized the moment

I feel like
All the pieces
I was trying to hold
Are falling apart
Again

Maybe if I embroider my heart
With hope
It will bloom
Someday

Far physically
Near spiritually
Even if I'm not there
Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Listen to the rivers
Of blood
You will find me
Inside of you
Melted
Mixed with it
Flowing
So you can stay alive

Late at night
After midnight
I am here
With my cup of coffee
With all the sounds in my head
With all the fantasy
The mystery
I sat there under the moon
Under those three lined stars  that I like
Under that cold  breeze
I am here
With a gale of thoughts
I wish they are just like that breeze
Come and go before you know it
And between all the thoughts
Between all the words
“  Y o u  “   came
With all the memories
That were here
In a dark room
In the back of my head
Waiting for the nice cold wind
To stimulate the memory
With sadness
With the  hope of having it back
To have me back
The old  unbroken me