Siyana

Siyana Jan 7

I Run

I run,
through forests barefoot
aching with sore feet,
tired legs
and a cold heart...

I run,
from wild-flowers,
daisies and lavenders.
As I cry myself to sleep-
anxiously avoidant.
Begging everyone not to leave me,
while I sleep alone in another country-
fearing closeness and distance at the same time...

For the fearful avoidants x

#love #time #space #fear #eyes #heart #cry #sad #hurt

Siyana Sep 2023

“Fear of Abandonment”

The first time he left,
It hurt her.

The second time he left,
It disappointed her.

The third time he left,
she expected it.

Now when people leave,
she anticipates it.

#love #fear #hurt #happy #sad #parents #childhood

Siyana Feb 2022

I'm bleeding.

I'm bleeding.
I know, I know.
Silly of me to talk about myself.
But I'm bleeding.
Paper towels and trails of blood
won't cover the way I felt.
It's embarrassing...
The blood on the floor.
But you did... hurt me...

Apr 2021

teni

fake love.

maybe people are meant
to fall in love
but not meant
to be together.

i was coming to terms with this
only to find out
we werent in love.
i was.
you never loved me
you didnt feel anything for me
you tried to,
but loving someone isnt something
you can make happen.

we always said we were meant to be, right?
soulmates
perfect for each other
you said our love was pure
and real
and unbreakable.
look at it now,
its shattered.

falling in love with you
was the easiest thing
ive ever done.
falling out of love
will be the hardest.

i guess the [lovers] code has been cracked.

#breakup #fake #love #goodbye

Siyana Apr 2021

Little Girls Like You...

“Little girls like you play dumb, but I know you’re not… You are just broken, waiting to be saved by a world that died a long time ago…”

#love #sadness #pain #hurt #eyes

Apr 2021

helloitsyellow

poem i've been trying to write

i still
do not know
the poem i've been trying to write
and maybe
that's because
i haven't been
writing one at all
or maybe it's because
the poem i've been trying to write
is not ready for paper
and maybe
i'm the paper
that's not ready for it

Sep 2020

Mitch Prax

Haiku

our roots were tangled
beneath the soil but our
petals never grew

8:08 PM
11/9/20

#haiku #flower #flowers #nature #cute #love #romance #romantic #sad #sadness