I see myself differently, because,
when I look at myself - I see my scars,
my stories, my flaws and secrets.
you see the very least.

alone
is impossible
but I don't want
to be in your world

caught in-between the old
and the budding like a fish flapping
its last few breaths in a dwindling puddle

dwell on the eclectic, as I do but not to this
extent, see more experience has come my way
and the world through my eyes is
hazy but at least I can see now

never told you what happened before
never going to, never told me anything
never never

keep my ties to all avenues but
pave my own road with morals I've
build from sorrow, love, and broken

in retrospect, I'm
an acquired taste

Haven’t talked to you in a while.

Deleted you from my life.

I’ve done everything I can possibly do.

Except,

Get over you.

loving the impossible
is a one way first class ticket
on the edge of a postal stamp

meeting the impossible
is me melting inside you
like a snowflake on your tongue

touching the impossible
an old man watching a bee
caught on the inside of a curtain

finding the impossible
is
possible



on the edge of a postal stamp

If the best thing to do
is to hide
Why must you stay
any longer
Why must you make
empty promises
It is impossible this year
It may be impossible next year
Impossible...
Perhaps a year later,
and many more years to come...
The impossible remains...
Impossible...

I think it's impossible:
you and me, together
is impossible.

I can't see it happening
anytime soon,
yet it is all I will ever ask
God for.

Impossible is just a lie
Just a reason not to try
Sadness to make you cry
Don't fear, impossibility will pass you by.

Forbidden
Hidden
I am untold
People guessing
But no one really knows
Like a sickness
You don't want to share
Better question is
Am I really there?

I see you and can't look you in the eye
I feel your presence as you pass by me and i can't feel your touch
I hear you speak and i can't just open my mouth
I see your footprints and i cant follow your steps
We both stare at each other and i look away