warthogs for men singing amen
i ink my scars with a ball point pen
buffalo grass and ******
they want *** but won't die
i want *** but it's not me
they tell me that I'm pretty

i smoke **** in a blazing forest
i feel as rubbery as a curious tourist
and plenty of coke goes in my nose
i bleed headaches, when it rains it snows
i'm dreaming of a white christmas, i suppose
with my squad when i don't want to feel alone

i make lies but can't hide like room raiders
i cut up coke for all my haters
with a side of oxy
tells me that I'm foxy
right before he knocks me
my brain goes on high alert
i can ******* stomach
because cake was yesterday's desert

i say that we're proxies
i take the red pill
some like oxys  
some like bikini ****
some nights aren't so chill
some brains are mentally ill
but he doesn't like to feel, y'feel

tell me if you want a
*** flavored banana
a broken heart from havana
or to drink my coke flavored blood
dragging me through the mud  

whoops
son of sam
touch my **** like we're not fam
drug me if you want to slam
my head off the coffee table
i'll choke on fear until i'm not stable
i pretend i'm in a fable
this can't be real
does he not feel

break it off and shove it down my throat
cut me into pieces
make a blood moat
oak splinters suffered through winters in my spine
find you in jail and you ask if i'm fine

i break off rhymes like i break out grams
shaking because of a spiked promise
i wish i wasn't here
i wish i wasn't here

sham in the garden of clouds. when you '****' you want people around
when i cry, you hear no sound  

buffalo grass and ******
they ******* but ask why
my box in their face
i don't want to be in this place

were it a perfect world, I wouldn't be ******* writing this ****
were it a perfect world, I'd be insane, and wouldn't have to pretend
were it a perfect world, we'd mourn newborns and celebrate the dead
were it a perfect world, labels would be easier to peel off
were it a perfect world, cigarettes would be free
were it a perfect world, I'd have a tiny **** so my head wouldn't be so big
were it a perfect world, terms and conditions wouldn't apply
were it a perfect world, everyone would be grey and afraid
were it a perfect world, humanity would **** itself off
were it a perfect world, none of us would exist

Her hair wasn't short enough
to stop me from knotting my
fingers in it and yanking her
head back.
From behind, with her eyes on
the ceiling I slid my hand under
her favorite t-shirt and sunk
my teeth in her neck.
She arched her back, grinding
that fat *** into my throbbing
madness and moaned my name
into my ear.
So I buried her face in the pillow,
ripped her black leggings
down around her ankles, and
slapped her thighs raw.
She dripped then as I slid my way in,
one slow inch at a time, whilst pressing
down on her lower back and wrapping
my fingers around her throat.

When I finished
I nibbled her earlobe
and fell asleep.