There she is.
Whenever I see her, my heart starts to ****.
She's beautiful, her smile makes my day.
But whenever we talk, I don't know what to say.

We like a lot of the same things.
Whenever she's around, birds start to sing.
Whenever she touches me, my body sets aflame.
Does she realise my aim?

My face feels hot, this is it.
Time to say what's on my mind, without throwing a fit.
"I love you," I say.
She plays with my heart like it's clay.

She smiles gently and puts her hand on my shoulder.
My heart begins to smoulder.
"I don't like girls," she says to me.
I said how I feel, but at what fee?

As blood flows out from my wrist
A ****** silhouettes appears
"Doesn't it feel better this way?
No one will judge you"

There is no wrong grammar
There is no wrong structure
There is no wrong word
Because it needs no word

There is nothing wrong
You hurt no one except yourself
Let the blood flows
As you let those feelings out

No need to show the world
No need to seek attention
Just blame yourself
Just **** yourself

I remember your cool hands on my flesh.
I remember the outside air, the clouds, how fresh.
When you touch me you send shivers down my spine.
I love how you look when you drink white wine.

Your throat moving up and down.
My body heats up and my heart pounds.
Your eyes pierce into me so deep.
Sometimes I forget *** is so cheap.

The way you pleasure me makes my head spin.
I love how your cool hands feel on my skin.
You opened your legs, your heart to me.
I've been considering dropping to one knee.

But when I saw you on him.
I never knew love could be so grim.
He's thrusting his hips. He's deep down inside you.
I can't believe you loved him and I never even had a clue.

You moan in delight.
You never did that during our nights.
I wonder how you two met.
My chest feels tight and I start to sweat.

You opened your legs, your heart to me.
I had considered dropping to one knee.
I throw the ring into the gutter.
You will never again, make my heart flutter.

Even as I say that I must admit.
Now that you're gone, my wrists are slit.
I can still hear your voice in the back of my mind.
I never knew love could be so blind.

My dream is to smile again
I want to gi e a smile to myself
I'm tired of gi ing a smile to others
I'm tired of ʰᶦᵈᶦⁿᵍ behind my f̶̓̅a̷͗̄k̸̀͐e̷͆͘ smile
Someone please gi e me smile
Please bring back my smile
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I beg you.

''As I saw you standing there
      Eyes teary amongst the mass
I took you in,,

                                                           ­             ''As I saw you standing there
                                                           ­                       My legs were shaking
                                                         ­                 You held me dear,,

''As I took you in
      You never saw the daylight again,,

                                                        ­                     ''As you took me in
                                                              ­                      I knew I was at home,,