I love you. It's a fact. But the way you treat me...
I don't know anymore...
He treats me better than you do,
I like him too...

You are my love...
but with the way things are going...
I don't know anymore...
so:

NOTICE ME SENPAI!!! >///~///<

I wish that my memory could be erased.

is this how our story ends?
with you forgetting
and me regretting?

is this how our story ends?
with our song not sung anymore,
our rings not worn anymore?

is this how our story ends?
with you and someone new
while i'm stuck in the same old shoe?

is this how our story ends?
i'd hate for it to be
but now you look free
so bad as it is
must i accept this
*it is how it ends

I keep replaying it in my head
Like a broken record stuck on repeat,
the expression you had
when you looked at me
and tears started streaming down your face.

My heart twisted and cringed
as every tear fell
You pushed me away when I tried to
console you
"Get away from me."
I was horrified with myself.
The complete utter silence dispersed through the room  
when you left me alone.

You did that on purpose
I think
to let me torture myself
with every thought that consumed me
every little drop of hatred,
running through my veins.
Like poison seeping through my blood.
Every second becoming more fatal
every moment deteriorating my insides.

Then the sky started crying
each rain drop simotaneous
with each tear rolling down my cheek.
I despise myself for hurting you.
I'm sorry.

You told me I'd be happier if you and me didn't exist but you forgot you're my happiness

Baby, please don't leave me alone to rot in this dead world...
You are the only thing here that keeps me alive...
If you leave, there's no telling what I'll do to myself...
Maybe I'll even follow you...

Why do you stare me with such an intense gaze?
Making me blush, and hide, and run away,
But when I look at you again later
Trying to get your attention,
Attracted to your passion,
You just look away...