Forgive yourself
We all get let down sometimes
Maybe you let someone else down
Maybe they let you down, too.
Hand in hand with uncommunicated expectations.

And it doesn’t have to be one person’s fault.

Words can never describe how beautiful u have been
Beauty within and not just that can b seen
Like angel u descended in my life
Calling u mine is a matter of pride
U r Embedded in my prayers now
I wish for your smile on every bow
Extremely special u have been all these years
Losing u is one of my biggest fears
With u I feel isolated from worldly worries
The feeling is Heavenly like being in fairy stories
In every trouble, I think of u
U calm me down when i stew
Your pacifying presence soothes the hustle around
N brings a smile to me when i frown
What shall i do to make this day memorable
Something out of d world to sound it like a fable
Deep within is an uncommunicated yearning to see u euphoric
I wish there’s buffet of choicest wishes for u to pick
I hope this day brings u a fortune
N for u life plays your favorite tune..

Trapped inside my own skin, in complete agony
feeling the destruction within, a shard of glass away
the want to dig deep down, removing the unwanted
on the surface a face of stone, underneath fracturing
ever the silent killer, the uncommunicated pain
why is this crushing ever present, following always
every path being taken, reverting back
trying, changing, rearranging
still trapped alive, how to escape hopeful
possibilities are evolving, leaving with maybe an expanding future  
a way back to existence, and feelings of self loathing