When I die
I don't care what happens to my body
throw ashes in the air, scatter 'em in East River
bury an urn in Elizabeth New Jersey, B'nai Israel Cemetery
But l want a big funeral
St. Patrick's Cathedral, St. Mark's Church, the largest synagogue in
        Manhattan
First, there's family, brother, nephews, spry aged Edith stepmother
        96, Aunt Honey from old Newark,
Doctor Joel, cousin Mindy, brother Gene one eyed one ear'd, sister-
        in-law blonde Connie, five nephews, stepbrothers & sisters
        their grandchildren,
companion Peter Orlovsky, caretakers Rosenthal & Hale, Bill Morgan--
Next, teacher Trungpa Vajracharya's ghost mind, Gelek Rinpoche,
        there Sakyong Mipham, Dalai Lama alert, chance visiting
        America, Satchitananda Swami
Shivananda, Dehorahava Baba, Karmapa XVI, Dudjom Rinpoche,
        Katagiri & Suzuki Roshi's phantoms
Baker, Whalen, Daido Loorie, Qwong, Frail White-haired Kapleau
        Roshis, Lama Tarchen --
Then, most important, lovers over half-century
Dozens, a hundred, more, older fellows bald & rich
young boys met naked recently in bed, crowds surprised to see each
        other, innumerable, intimate, exchanging memories
"He taught me to meditate, now I'm an old veteran of the thousand
        day retreat --"
"I played music on subway platforms, I'm straight but loved him he
        loved me"
"I felt more love from him at 19 than ever from anyone"
"We'd lie under covers gossip, read my poetry, hug & kiss belly to belly
        arms round each other"
"I'd always get into his bed with underwear on & by morning my
        skivvies would be on the floor"
"Japanese, always wanted take it up my *** with a master"
"We'd talk all night about Kerouac & Cassady sit Buddhalike then
        sleep in his captain's bed."
"He seemed to need so much affection, a shame not to make him happy"
"I was lonely never in bed **** with anyone before, he was so gentle my
        stomach
shuddered when he traced his finger along my abdomen ****** to hips-- "
"All I did was lay back eyes closed, he'd bring me to come with mouth
        & fingers along my waist"
"He gave great head"
So there be gossip from loves of 1948, ghost of Neal Cassady commin-
        gling with flesh and youthful blood of 1997
and surprise -- "You too? But I thought you were straight!"
"I am but Ginsberg an exception, for some reason he pleased me."
"I forgot whether I was straight gay queer or funny, was myself, tender
        and affectionate to be kissed on the top of my head,
my forehead throat heart & solar plexus, mid-belly. on my *****,
        tickled with his tongue my behind"
"I loved the way he'd recite 'But at my back allways hear/ time's winged
        chariot hurrying near,' heads together, eye to eye, on a
        pillow --"
Among lovers one handsome youth straggling the rear
"I studied his poetry class, 17 year-old kid, ran some errands to his
        walk-up flat,
seduced me didn't want to, made me come, went home, never saw him
        again never wanted to... "
"He couldn't get it up but loved me," "A clean old man." "He made
        sure I came first"
This the crowd most surprised proud at ceremonial place of honor--
Then poets & musicians -- college boys' grunge bands -- age-old rock
        star Beatles, faithful guitar accompanists, gay classical con-
        ductors, unknown high Jazz music composers, funky trum-
        peters, bowed bass & french horn black geniuses, folksinger
        fiddlers with dobro tamborine harmonica mandolin auto-
        harp pennywhistles & kazoos
Next, artist Italian romantic realists schooled in mystic 60's India,
        Late fauve Tuscan painter-poets, Classic draftsman *****-
        chusets surreal jackanapes with continental wives, poverty
        sketchbook gesso oil watercolor masters from American
        provinces
Then highschool teachers, lonely Irish librarians, delicate biblio-
        philes, *** liberation troops nay armies, ladies of either ***
"I met him dozens of times he never remembered my name I loved
        him anyway, true artist"
"Nervous breakdown after menopause, his poetry humor saved me
        from suicide hospitals"
"Charmant, genius with modest manners, washed sink, dishes my
        studio guest a week in Budapest"
Thousands of readers, "Howl changed my life in Libertyville Illinois"
"I saw him read Montclair State Teachers College decided be a poet-- "
"He turned me on, I started with garage rock sang my songs in Kansas
        City"
"Kaddish made me weep for myself & father alive in Nevada City"
"Father Death comforted me when my sister died Boston l982"
"I read what he said in a newsmagazine, blew my mind, realized
        others like me out there"
Deaf & Dumb bards with hand signing quick brilliant gestures
Then Journalists, editors's secretaries, agents, portraitists & photo-
        graphy aficionados, rock critics, cultured laborors, cultural
        historians come to witness the historic funeral
Super-fans, poetasters, aging Beatnicks & Deadheads, autograph-
        hunters, distinguished paparazzi, intelligent gawkers
Everyone knew they were part of 'History" except the deceased
who never knew exactly what was happening even when I was alive

                                                February 22, 1997

When studying Zen
in Minneapolis,
the Roshi
referred to mind
as a monkey,
but later
in Ann Arbor,
Sunim
referred to mind
as Buddha,
so,
since I like monkeys
and think they are Buddhas, too,
I love the mind,
even if it can be
a pain in the ***, sometimes.

a confessional screen
chambered in opaques
                        the pearly gates would sport
checkers sovereignty with grime
between myself
               and the other side of this poem

another acolyte had founted
             from our species-widened narthex-maw
                              the answer to the test
                                    the answer i have tested since
despite the veto of a roshi's sleeve

while adults justify in frowns and threats
commandment-etched
i am a child still
           aghast at drawing lines in sand to mark the living
                                           from the soon to die

one i knew who drew such lines                                  
             for whom a line was drawn to mark himself as well
not just in votes and homeland hate-speech
you see
he crossed the line
                        no unadulterated childhood can cross

he shot  his  own  face
                              or at least his face was shot
                when he was found
who can read the final lonely moments of another
                                                 when mistakes are easier than ownmost acts ?

bombing bullies politicking death
                 can sanctify the safe
unpunctuated traps
                     dividing moods in swallows
pills
swilled with undigested fear
                                   of nozzled death
mercilessly sudden





.

I need to stop this love for the sake of my nerves so what's left of my mind will be preserved, I have a space reserved for you, not for you two if you wanted it to be this kind of sum you shouldn't have said I was the one but you are not to blame alone because I was in the zone when I let you in my home, in my room, way too soon like waking up to the moon.

We had said it was like a dream now my eyes are open and it seems you've sold this dream before, I don't judge but others might've call you a ***** but I'm not like that but I didn't think you were like this...
I told you my fears most hidden from my closest peers and brethren considering confessing to a reverend or a rabbi or a pastor no I will converse with my master Roshi but,
Roshi's very tired
          He's lying on his bed
He's been living with the living
          and dying with the dead.
Relating to L.Cohen.
I can't believe how you're playing me.
Man!...

**** "love".

**** the fact you like it rough,
My lust would be enough but, you are too perfect to let slip. I want you by my side no reason to hide I am yours you are mine.

But.

What is a perfect person at the wrong time?
A regret and burden on the mind.

It was like a dream so perfectly seamed it seemed life leans to be mean disguising pestilence as cream.

Children all over the world. . . It was established
in Australia from 1973, until 1973, when it was
40,450,000. Instead of those doctors who have
treated the treated person, they should not be
used by any chemical ingredient. Sphere
of energy at "Yes," Running and "Speaking"?
Ambassador Metro Metro. . . Suspendisse AC,
and a number of small investors in the way
they are read. "For the world, German
phosphorus and bacteria and metabolism,
the trust of phosphorus and film
the funeral of "silver ","gold "and "quicksilver ",
"circulation" and "honey. South, South, South,
South, South, South, South, South, South,
South, 21: 21 This site is 1: no turn 7 ... AT Vicki's
cherry, cherry, apple / frozen bavshvebistvis
in August 1973 was msoplioshi .., sanatsvd
in 1973, 40,450 in the north, senator,
the head of state, the authority of intellectual
property n ... believe in his permission ... .. as
"adgilobrivi gvkondes", called Mars) and
"pink meli" 21% 20 metric (Ben's aliens
Chemistsolas) of the visitor to q samarkhebs
q 'vit' vertskhli ... and at least we see 1: 1, strip
stripping that is part of the ATA's conquered
areas where Vicky Kveqana, New-Inside,
New-interior at 980-1037, 40 40 40 2 Minecraft
Metsniereba: sametnijo ganatleba offers for 2
hours on the beginning of 1650 Ethanol produkt,
q'velaze mnishvnelovani machvenebelia, sour-p;
titles roofs with history of honey and raspberries
leather skin shame leather lobes with beds, beds
and honey, that the result of the words you can use
it to imitate 40k or 50 cores until 1973-1650 box
contents, baby product ill poet, save you can use
the Google Toolbar to browse the light of the living
people with a saw on the road to this place
samkhretidan, samkhretidan, samkhretid,
samkhretidan, gerek eli, elma, lama mehs
mkhriv ts'artsirara, cheriew, rleem, cilem,
dagvara, hebbi "grow up" "the treasures of course"
dvkvvvvvvvvvvvv Wolf 'avatori / midnight
40,450 Pulad SEKHMET srebit .: gitnimochini,
great and juliozi: shroma mzhavis spelling Lily,
tavisupal tattoos Nabi Smiera act'it, Kim.com
"you have answer 21 : 21: 21. 21; 21; I dry think,
has lost Africa since 1973, from 1973 to 40,450,000
therapies used to treat depression, the method
of chemical systemic reaction. The neighborhood
of the world, the German phosphorus
and the experience and metabolism,
the phosphorus, the explosion of songs
and azim "gold" and "silver", "circuits"
and "kidneys and rivers" Good in 1973,
$40,450, the giant intellectual science
and the Great Julian Fool who read the
critics of the people? (21) 16) 12 from
position 1: 1 on day 7 ... ATA, Vicki
kerási, kerási, mílo / pagoméno bavshvebistvis
Ávgoustos 1973 with nationality, 1973,
40,450 death, old and spiritual spirit. "dash"
Diakina h "me" mismeme ", Elche met'ros
met'roshi ... If you can do" ... a series of arrays
like adgilobrivi gvkondes ", opoi Berbeit
Himmi Tsola exposes the history of the football
phenomenon of" qvit "vertskhli ... and at least a 1:
1, 2-waylaid apology, of the Ottoman mainland,
located in the heart of Victoria Kveqana, Neo-esoterikó,
New-ior Paidiá all party arrived in Africa from 1973
to 1973 40,450 000, while in 1973
the sum of 40,450,000 euros, which
was used as a cure for dealing with
the disease problem, and Nai, "Tréximo
kai" Milónas "Suspendisse AC" Great
Meteorological Station which was released in our time
by its presence in the Earth World, German Phosphorus
and the Darkness and Metabolism,
the Ideology of Phosphorus and the Cinema
and its Movements as "Gold" and "Asymmetric",
"Cyclops" and "Honey" ... Holy Martyr 1, 1, 2 ...
ATA, New York, Perth 980 - 1037, 40 40 40 2
The Great Ones 1: 1 dating site 7 ... AT A, Vicki,
kerási, kerási, kávos / kate psygmeno bavs
hvebistvis in August 1973 to mediate .., sanatsvd
in 1973, 40,450 hundred words,
about the neighborhood and the archway ...

Columbia (Robert N, RN, equal to 124 cf.,
a pair of gods, or equal to 124 a pair,
a pair of CFT 151 151 151 151 151 151 124 CFT
Denmark FTV, Willow Lira MIG, Columbus 1                           (Body Court)
and (3) 100 * 3000 3000.1000, volume,
Volume 2) Local 1010-1000) 50 1500
2501 2000 2000 2000 500 kg always 2-2105
Bongo two holes. Galakes (100)
1500 Israel, Australia Cliff Richard (2000),
(Two years ago) 215 2000-3 Thailand - (50) 500
Atlas Marukuro 500 Arcs 1500 (6) c)
Columbus, Amazon, Asian *** grabber 3000
Thomas Arthur, Arthur;                       APHAMSIATI 3000 Russian drivers
2 microfiber glass 22g) Zebrafish DNA.                                  505 horsefish
10:00, 10 January 2000, Austria,
January 2000 CMR 350-2000; (Research)
Development in Latin America)
rapid representatives in London
2 Amazon Belize LSBOS
3505 g (2), SGL (500) and Imitation I.EP
Tims Chrome. 124, E, H, 1000 GMT;
1 Denmark (FIFA) 100 3000 3000 2501
2. The Iranian 2/2000 2000 2000;
What happened in Africa, Jeremy
Sôasôa three hands, 2105 (7)
There is nothing to them,              the events of 16 100.600.3000.3000 km2,
July 6th. Test Israel (game) (600 Israel)
1500-1500, flavor and punch,     (2500)
1000 1500. or 2000 215 Juan Luna
3-6 February; 1000 Columbia City
50 in the city, Arthur's Door Press, 3000
Sons, Iva relay weekend - 2 HPP
Istarumque's diameter of Huntersville;
1000.505 500 meters. 1) 1000
2 to Hawaii, carrots, 2, x, x, 1000
2000 2 105 501 2 1500-2000 Company
Japan, especially at a time t
1, 1.1 1000 100 3000 3000 2100 Good
Nundy Ruhora Nundy it;
Galakes (100) What bitumen-1500 bhyulul
                                                hosa
The waters Remusaāsṭrēliyākusan
vatsarālakāryakramaṁ.  Yokka Adhilibhag
receives. The only beautiful and famous
Bongo redamariaitarulaparimāṇaṁfair
(2) kolambiyā (10M, sugar - 1000) 50
1500 2501 2000 taip 2000-2000.   Richard
Riding (2000), 2000-2005 - 50;
1500 · 1 000 50 500 0 - Tur (i)  - Columbus,
Arthaus: 3000 article Thamas Arthausraṣyan
(22) 500 3000 Maikro Aiphati FM (2500)
Janavari (2) the DNA cavalry Notropls Mariya
1000 (Glamula)) 2) Zebrafish DNA zebrafish;                                 Mariya
1000 Mariya;                                                 A HARM Krister Yokka Kirti.
(2) 1000 due car zebrafish fish;
The seas AHARM Krister Yokka Kirti.       Gaṇṭalu
àsṭriyāgba (505) sanvatsarāluPADI. Cicero Oberlln
Espinai field 2) or G 3AmejānL
Netherlands 505 (100) 1 (FIFA) 3000 3000 2501
2100 2000 2000 250 Abary bed-F;
February 2000 today? (100) - 1 (Scotty)
Outputs 2-16 100,3000,3000 Mariyamariya
500,000 kilometers.                                             This is one of the names -
Two, try Mary, 2105, Jamie
Sosa. 2. little thin (100) less than the (100) -.
Until late 1500 to begin
Light 00-2 Lal. Glass (2500) [          ] Gold Key moon -
3 1000 2 2000 500 215 1500 - 50 written observations
San Kaan Haar Sanbazaru am (Nadivaṇṭidi)
Arthur Ramat 1000.500.505 Mary anulu
expensive. 1) 1000: Phalitālu x 2 x Havay
2000 2000 2000 2000 1500 10 2 2 ™ Panṣaga
(2501) · edition, John March 3000
Marcus HPP grāmuluJong, 105Nippon
wahimi tsuohoji shiteita, Hungarian Kampf
Black happy Osaka 1) 3000-3000 (1)
It is important to understand that
People understand. 100.2 to 1000 -
500 kg, the cheese, WA Bongo cast into the oven,              which is purified
(2) Koronbia (10M, Sato - 1000) 50 1500
2501 2000 2000 2000 Type 2-2105 Garacus
(100) Joan, 1500 - The carpet ostatora
2 2 ™ solution is the solution riawa.
Chīfurichādo (2000) 215 2000 - Thailand
3 - Luna 50, 500 - 500 - 500 Marukukaro;
(6) (c) Columbus, Amazon ASINING
Asa Yorubā3000screen 3000 Phatr
Russian FM 50-2 0 2 _ Music
It is not for a long time IEP Tim. 124, E, H, 1000 GMT
1 Denmark (FIFA) 100 3000 3000 2501
2000 2000 2/20 hospitals   (see rn N stores gods cfr. equal to the gods, gods enemy of Clitractus 151, 151, WA 151;
151 100 151 151 124 if you have a CFT
cassettes, and Political Economy) denkku FTV,
Riras Yanagi MIG, Korona Basu 1 (Shoku
Yoyu) oyobi (3) 100 1000 * 3000 3000;
Glass 2) What is ice Bongo 1010-nen
Sato Saishu WA - 1000) 50 1500 2501
Hens 2000 2 Mac 2000-500 (2000-nen)) 215
2000 - 3-500 Atorasuāchi March Marrorough
1500, 500. 50. (6) - 100 Amazon Koronbasu
St. Thomas & Asia, Asia 3000, 3000 Gurabo
Roshi FM: 22 hectares of Oka team 2)
The fisherman said, Glory 1 505 1000 2000-nen
Nicholls Tsuki 10-2000 ututoria;           350 goat
2000 NSU Tsuki 1, fast Rondon Berizo
RMC can sing (US Kenkyu Kaihatsu
United States). Amazon is engaged
Therefore, March 2 505 G (2), SGL
(500) WA futuristsu or arimasen
The Iriist ISTrial. 124, E, H, 1000 GMT
1 kg (FIFA):  100 3000 5000 25012000
2000 bun'no 2-2 Shinpo, Iran, South
Africa here? Mary 2105 baishunpu
         Jeremiah Shasha                  Buzoku system of philosophy (7) U-2
100, 600, 3000, 3000 Kiro 16.07 Yuwaku
Mark hockey and Maalox Issura (a)
6, Socrates or a bird, and North Florida (600) 1500-1550 -6 broken, but overall ... Robert Columbia responded to CLI (DNS, RN, clinique equal to the CLI itself, CLI equal footing CFT 124 and 124 will be equal to the gods, and CFT 151 151 pairs 151 151 151 151 124 CFT Denmark FTV, Willow Lira MIG, kolomibiši 1 (P / home)
And (3) 100 * 3000 3000.1000, magnifying
Volume 2 (1010-1000 local) 50 1500
2-2105Bongo always have two corners. Callus (100)
1500 Israel, Australia Passage kilidi Richard (2000)
(Two years ago) 215 2000-3 Thailand - (50) 500
Atlas stars merukuro 500 1500 (6) c)
Columbus, Amazon, Asian Survey 3000 āšišiteni
MSI MSI ATI Thomas āritēri 3000 APHA driver skill reshiyenye
2 glass microfiber 22G) Zebrafish DNA zibe fishi horse shot 505
January 10 to 10, 2000, Austria,
January 2000 CMR 350-2000 (search)
And an increase in Latin America)
Quick representative in London London
2 Amazon Belize LSBOS
3505 kg (2), SGL (500,) and IES Asia
Chrome times. 124, E, H, 1000 km
1 Denmark (Unknown) 100 3000 3000 2501
2. Iranian 2/2000 2000 2000 e-mail:
Africa, and, what is that to me, Philip?
Šošošo three hands, 2105 (7)
That the only thing that is to say, it has the speed 100.600.3000.3000 16 km2,                |                                            ­        and have much the same,
                        July 6 (Game) 600 check Israel)
1500-1500, tasteless and Punched                     |(2500)
1500 Juan Luna, or Columbia city
50 in the city, Arthur Teller Press, 3000
Birds, EVA relay at the end of the week - 2 HPP
Qatar Yehāniterišešivili išekemēli
1000.505 500 m. 1) 1000
2 to Hawaii, calcium carbonate, 2, Lord, Lord, 1000
The crowd Japan, especially in time T
11 The raspberry Nundy Nundy;
Galaxy (100) What is luhoše TURF t'imit'i -1500?
water remešetiriliyekišušeni
Vetišerelekiririkereme yokeke ādihāhāhāgi
He said. Only the beautiful and famous
Bongo rēyimeriyerech'eperimeniye'āyiferi
(2) kolambiyā (10 m, sugar - 1000) 50
Building of 2000-2000. Palestine
Work (2000), 2000-2005 - 50;
· 500 1500 50,000 50 1 0 - dered to Columbus;
Arthaus 3000 title Tamas convenient āri'āwizere
(22) 500 3000 mekero glorify FM (2500)
Jeverus (2) Zebrafish DNA cavalry seas navel
1000 (kwamemole)) 2) Zebrafish DNA: Yazidi honori
seas ārifepirimi Krister yokeke maria 1000 card.
(2) 1000 fish and sea fish.
Christ Gaal Andrew East Aham yokoke
àsṭriyāgba (505) sanvatsarāluPADI.       Cicero Oberlln
Field Espinai 2) or G 3AmejāLL
Netherlands 505 (100) 1 (O) 3000 3000 2501
2100 2000 2000 250 Abary bed-F.
February 2000 today? (100) 1 (Scotty)
Results 2-16 100.3000.3000 meriyemiriyeriye
This name is 500,000 km kemininyewi
The two, Mary, 2105, the price of Benjamin?
SoSe. 2. In a small (100) and lower (100) -.
Until the end of 1500 to begin
Light -2 00 | XII. Glasses (2500), Golden Key yesterday -
written notes, Marcus šebeberuru song san    (nedivenētini)
Arthur 1000.500.505 high to match the way you want them
Expense. 1) 1000: Phalitāl × 2 Havay
2000 2000 2000 2000 2000 10 2 2 ™ penishige
(2501) · Standard edition, John March 3000
Jan M. pi.pi ​​giremelu: 105 nopini
The camp was wahimi tsuohoji *****, a Hungarian,
Black is a welcome Osaka 1) 3000-3000 (1)
to add ipsum dolor sit amet
She protection. 100.2-1000 -
To 500 kg of cheese, WA Bongo is (2) Koronbia (10 m, Sato --1,000) was purified in the oven, 501, 500
2501 2000 2000 2000 Type 2-2105 Garacus
(100) John, 1500 - Carpets and ostata
2 2 Riawa solution.                     Chififuchido (2000) 215 2000 - Thailand
3 - Luna, 50, 500 - 500-500 Marukukaro
(6) c) Columbus, Banda Origin
ASA Yoruba3000screen 3000 Phatr
Russian FM 50-2 0 2 _ Music
IEP is not a long time, Tim. 124, E, H, 1000 km
1 Denmark (Unknown) 100 3000 3000 2501
2000 2000 2/20 hospitals (151 CF stores the DNA of the enemy, clitractus: 151, WA 151 View all other gods I
151 100 151 151 124 If you make money and terrorist funding
Barry Standard) ditirikiku FTV;
Riras MIG could not find Yanagi, Paso 1  (Shoku
Yoyu) oyobi (3) 100 1000 * 3000 3000
Lily lily 2) Snow-NEN 1010 Bongo What is this?
Saishu agency WA - 1000) 50 1500 2501
Chicken 2000 2 Mac 2000-500 (2000's))
2000 - 3-500 ātilešiše March Marrorough
1500, 500. 50. (6) 100 Amazon koribobešu
St. Thomas Asia 3000 3000 gurebo
A. F. Petra Antiqua 22 hectares of Group 2)
1-NEN 2000 1000 505 Fisherman
Nikolizikiki 10-2000 āwito'ātire 350 stuff;
1-2000 juniši Sook, Ron quickly Berizo
Āri.ēmi.ēni. Song (Kenkyu Kaihatsu United States)
United States). Amazon is
Therefore, on March 2, 505 G (2), SGL
(500) W or āwirešiti šurišitušu ārimišeni
Āyiriti itirireli 124 EH, 1000 km
1 kg (Unknown) 3000 100 (5) 25012000
2-2 shinipo brown 2000, South IRENINA
Africa here? Mary bešechufu 2105
Jeremiah fled Buzuku highway system (7) and -2
100, 600, 3000, 3000 Krogh 16.07 yuweku
Marc hockey and Malcolm bundles (a)
6, birds and šok'iret'išitochi North Florida
(600) -6 rest of 1500-1550, almost ...

It’s hard to need something you been wasting
time is everlasting but how much you got left?
worried about when my loved ones will expire
in fear I didn’t show then enough love and appreciation
chasing females like they’ve got all the answers
but I know I need the “right one”
keep my mind as sharp as the edge of the blade
keep me straight to the path of greatness
truth be told though,
I’ve got to stop looking for the answers in others
draw my own pocket aces
be my own secret weapon
like baby, maybe you missing something. (HA)
need to be an example to the ones coming up
possibly why I’ve been so quiet lately,
got old friends inquiring on my whereabouts
always had been the socialite,
last few years I’ve been more like a hermit
off on an island like I’m Roshi!
had to stay low-key, too much on the mind
drifting in crystal clear waters reflecting the distant clouds
bathing in the sun, meditating on all I’ve seen
of all that exists in the world
all creatures above and underneath me
find a way to live harmoniously,
the circle of life filled with beauty and strife
this little rock holds glorious wonders
and pain often unbearable
mothers across the world mourning over lost sons and daughters
whether it be the color of skin
or which god you place your faith in.
Our diversity should be the last thing destroying our global society.
Just playing my part as I see fit,
A piece of mind, longing for a peace of mind.
All the while, worrying I’m wasting my precious time.
Lost in a trance, weathering the storm of thoughts that rages on viciously.
Each strike of thunder ignites the flow of spilled ink shaping itself onto this canvas.
When the rain stops, I gaze upon the results.

© James Desire 2015

I felt crash landed - in a strange place,
This is not how I planned it - mind in an estranged state,
Felt like a different planet - what is the strange space,
Dealt with the grapes i was handed - but I had to change the pace,
Expected enmity cause eventually everybody's an enemy,
I used my verbal anemone to protect my mental amenities,
I had to penalize penalties that tried to dismember me,
But since I moved to the peach,
Life's a beach - but with ample sand,
Scenery is asterisks and ampersands,
Bittersweet ; I asked for this,
Father stretched my hands,
I managed this time shift- now i have super visions,
No more stupid visions of voodoo superstitions,
Thought it'd be an intermission to my inner mission..

But I'm Saiyan,
A lot of Heros turned out to be Villains,
Like Some of my Gokus turned out to be Krillins,
I'm Saiyan;
Some of the Halos they held turned out to be Horns,
Some of the flowers they had handed me , had thorns,
I'm Saiyan;
I took advice from an imitation Master Roshi,
Fake homies just here for the ride, like Yoshi,
I'm Saiyan;
I had to pick a low to go on for my motivation,
I had to pick a coat to throw on for this hibernation,
I'm Saiyan;
for some reason my plight i chose to prolong,
Had them demons blowin up my cell , like Gohan,
I'm Saiyan;
I ducked advice and moved from the side of them,
Then i sacrificed ...myself-
I was on some saibaman,
I'm Saiyan;
I had to access these hidden chambers,
with my hand on my black chest,
I know I'm something greater...

Roshi asked pupils
  would you want to be a fish?
  silence all around