"llo" poems
Hello!
I mean
He
*Did you see the way she looked at him? That, that
is either the craziest stare in the stars of our eyes or
an indication of infatuation!
I say, infatuation? Thought we'd done away with that long ago
It comes back in a different way however, with years of experience elsewhere
when you end up realizing who your true friends are and how you've strayed
from constructive friendships to chafing ones*
llo!
I mean
Hello!
How are you?
Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 9:26 PM UTC
Sometimes I stop and think, “If Christ gave up, why shouldn’t I?”
There’s this haunting image of a muzzle in my mouth a flex thumb click trigger hammer snap makes spark ignite powder propel fiery lead travels lateral sever brain tissue splinter bone voyages outward and jams into ceiling brings the whole ****** mess along behind it… Then I wonder, “Whose responsibility is it to clean up that mess?? “
You see, wonder is an amusing word because those who wonder are often wanderers and those who wander are quite often the most wondrous of all!! No home no family no job; these things are what tie us to the altar just to get burned as a sacrifice to the ol’ gods of our consummate culture. Someone lights that quick fire below and ********* skin starts to boil and boil and boil I’ve heard burning flesh stinks but I’ll probably never smell it because by the time the fire dies everything else has also burned.
Tell me, what is it that makes your heartbeat double?
Is it the power that makes the grass stretch sunward or sun shimmer gold? For me, it’s her pupils as I wonder what thought might cause her fragile paper hands to shake and her clearest river eyes to water, it’s the gaunt glowing of her gaze that prompt the pen in my hand to glide at 300mph at 3:00am because I cannot cry about her anymore but this pen dares to shed endless tears of red ink all over the page all night old night bitter wind howls through this ancient, ancient oak but its felt worse wind before.
Listen, I’m lost, and I think I’ve finally lost. I lost. I lost, okay? I ******* admit it. Her empty smile now symbolizes something that spits stinging poison. Pour through my blood freeze heartbeat spasm uncontrollable spiral downward darkness hits hard hefty heaving heaven… hello ello ello llo lo o? (How boldly my inspired voice echoes unimpeded in the Cave of Madness!)
Now I’m alone except for lonely howling train whistle. Head’s heavy, hell is consciousness.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 2:17 AM UTC
Quien soy yo además de areana gastada?
Sin rumbo flotando sin un propósito.
No mas recuerdo el océano y todo su dolor.
Ni se como me miro llo.
Las mareas retroceden de su lugar
Y me deja expuesto al luz del sol.
Rocas preciosas varados en la orilla de la costa
Brillando se rejunta y se unen conmigo.
Corrientes de recuerdos se apresuran a mi mente
Alimentando el agua de mi alma.
Rompiendo la presa que retiene todas mis emociones
Haciendo sentir todo la humanidad.
Arrastrandome con la mitad del miembro formado
Siento un dolor que filtra desde mis huesos.
Pero no lo rechazó con lágrimas
En cambio, lo acepto con una sonrisa acuosa.
El océano quiere detenerme
Escóndeme en las profundidades de mi desesperación.
Chupando el calor de toda mi alegría
Quitando mi voluntad de vivir.
Pero la luna retiene el océano con su fuerza
Protegiéndome de la oscuridad de mi mente.
En lugar de excluirse por mis pecados
Me ama por mis defectos.
El universo abre sus brazos para darme un hogar
Dando me un santuario para escapar todo el dolor.
Aunque quiero perderme en la nada del espacio
Debo vivir en el mundo en el que pasado se enamoró.
Estrellas y galaxias que brillan en la oscuridad
Me dan razon para seguir viviendo en este cruel mundo.
© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 11:57 AM UTC
Diga me la verdad
Porque me dejastes llorar
Inutil, llo te odio
Amor me amastes
Besos en la noche
Olvidate, de mi labios
No ves que me lastimates
Que me golpiastes
A mi corazon
Perdon no te va ayudar
Perdoname
Perdon no te va salvar
Perdoname
Amor de te prisa
Te voy a dejar sin risas
Por hacer me sufrir
Despidate de tu vida
Se va en un instante
Cobarde, te huistes
Perdon no lo va reglar
Perdoname
Perdon no lo recuperar
Perdoname
Te voy odiar
Asta que te vas
© Sofia Villagrana 2019
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 7:09 PM UTC
-llo.
goodbye,
it is for me
maybe not for you but
it's too late now
I've been sending
calling for you
for who knows how long
sending from across
this eternal black space
but now
I hoped
this distance seems beyond me
I wanted to share with you
my hopes, dreams,
my light
I wonder what will reach you?
he-
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 12:22 PM UTC
Sentando aqui
Siento algo alli
O es mi mente
Chicle en mi boca
Pistola en mi mano
Que peligroso
Mis amigos estan cerca
Adentro de mi caro
Que misterioso
Preguntame a mi
Estan muertos o vivos?
Llo nunca digo
© Sofia Villagrana 2019
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 4:33 PM UTC
Hello world, I am a dusty flower
among ****** pebbles
gathered on the road which
no one can see us
even though we do not hide
Hello world, I am that kid
who weeps when a bombshell happens
instead of a hanky that I get
They bestow me such beautiful fiery bullets
right on both of these eyes
what a lucky me
My tears are stopped
Then, I will never weep again
Helelleow
Hello woorld
Hello world, I am that kid
who always summon
God's name in every single I take
a sharply gravel and throw it into the sky
not even one-minute passes
God answers me already
and He tells me
Son, you don't need to summon me anymore!
How lucky I am, all I need is just one gravel
then I can meet Him in Behest
H e ll o, woo rrl dd
Hello, world
I am that kid
who until now
cannot understand
are we even living on the same earth?
once I've heard about the other kids
on another side of this earth
when the sun slowly disappear
their mothers look for them and take them home
enough for playing!
Their mothers say
I kn ee ww
Ikh
Ikne
I knew,
I knew this world already knew
that, I am that kid
who does not have a mother
nor home
Yet has the world known?
that I also don't have the sun
Because
All of my days sense cold, as an endless snowstorm
Because
All of my days look dark, as a hole embedded in my mother's head
Because
The sun is just for them, who guarded by fully armed soldiers
Be caaus e
He ee ll o wo oo rlll d
a rre yo uu st ii ll t h eerr ee ?
He llo wor ll d, I aam thha t kiii dd
wh oo stil ll ha s g uts to sp e eak up
yet th e y cut of f my th roa t
Hel lo ww oor lld…
I AA M THA
II AAM THAAT K
HEELL OO WO RRLL DD ?? !
HELL ..!
May 11, 2021
May 11, 2021 at 9:38 PM UTC