"judger" poems
Mr. *******
Mr. Oh here comes another pretentious cry for attention
I know self-deprecation babydoll
like you know his bedroom ceiling
Mr. International
jetted out from UK to the land of the silent heroes
where the grass isn’t green enough
and everybody was seemingly either
addicted to donuts, bacon, and cheese
or 5K’s, yoga, and weights
they don’t sell **** by the ten pack either
Mr. Liar Liar pants on fire
masochistic almost autistic
Mr. High or Drunk
Caffeinated thrift shop hipster
loves the girls until he has them
scrooge McDuck
I do believe misanthrope is the word
but always first to crack the whip of jokes in bad taste
if he were homeless he’d hang a sign around his neck
it would read:
Will somebody, for the love of God, please Validate me!?!
Mr. Rational thought secretly praying in the back room
Mr. Intellectual Dropout
don’t judge me judger
Mr. I’m brave for doing this
Jesus I am terrified
Mr. I could be great
if I could just find a ******* desk chair comfy enough
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 4:09 PM UTC
though it's not.
but i am too lazy to say anything more 'cause i don't want to be judged as a judger and my mind is so chaotic; i feel like tripping on my words and the conversation's gonna get longer and longer and i'll say another bunch of comments then you'll reply as if you're listening but then counter my argument like you've never heard it until i got tired and agreed to what you say so
"i think it's fine."
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 9:10 AM UTC
I'm here not there and it breaks my heart
I hear new stories everyday
And I wish I was there
I left so many friends behind
Ones that stayed in touch
Others that stopped responding
How did we go from talking every day
To never speaking again?
I would ask you how you're doing.
Good. That's all I got. It's all I get.
Friends I'm worried about
That don't respond
And I can't ask others about them.
Because I was their confidant.
I was the one you could tell anything.
I regret the one time I was stupid.
The one time I didn't know
I didn't know what to say
How to handle your words.
I still love her.
I love everyone.
But I said the harsh ones too soon.
The understanding ones too late.
Instead of being the confidant I was the judger.
I wouldn't blame her if she stopped trusting me.
Whenever I think of what I said.
I regret it a hundred times over.
No matter how sorry I was.
You can't take back words.
Once they are out they are free.
I can't just erase them.
I'm not a judgmental person.
Maybe I once was.
A long time ago.
And maybe when I'm shocked
I revert back to my old self.
Maybe that's why
I said those things I said
Maybe that's why
I couldn't look at you
Not because I didn't like you
Not because I didn't love or trust you
Because I didn't know what else to do
And when you get scared
When you have anxiety like I do
You go back to being the old you.
Mar 13, 2017
Mar 13, 2017 at 10:01 PM UTC
Stella said," Momma, I want a jump castle for my friends at my birthday, and daddy."
But daddy won't be there
"Momma, I hate court. That judger is a meanie weanie."
I know baby, shhh
"Can I have a jump castle?"
You'll have your castle, now hush
Stella sais," Momma, why don't daddy like me?"
He does baby
"Why won't he look at me?"
I don't know, princess, daddy is sick
"He needs a doctor and a sucker and a shot."
Yes baby, shush
She said,"Momma, why did daddy hurt you, like the tangles hurt my hairs?"
I don't know baby
Mar 16, 2017
Mar 16, 2017 at 10:53 PM UTC
Killing each other by expectations.
Or suffocating each other by imprresing?
Hands down to those who lived with this mad world full of judging.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 12:17 AM UTC
I open my eyes to a whole new world
I open my senses to all new things
For today is the day of my birth
The day I become part of this Earth
Time flew by fast
Day by Day
I tried to make my way
A Naive child I was
School years hasten as I hit Elementary
Always picked last on the team
Picked last for almost everything
Picked last for the friends
Picked last, it never ends
For no one wanted a Naive child like me
I dare say that everyone was on my side
After all,
deep down I knew I was wrong
Middle school was no easier
than the previous years
Seeing I no longer could be Naive
Nobody wanted to be acquaintances
with the likes of me.
A Naive child such as me has learned to mature and face reality
For no thought in my head of what was wrong with me
What reason did they have to despise only I?
For myself attained only a few friends
In which I lost and gained through those privileged years
High school came around
Those details require no story
For Highschool was just the same
as they have also left me confused.
A Naive Child like me, confused .
Time passed
My Life hastened
I met lovers and non lovers
Liars and Truthers
For what did a Naive child like me have give
If you may ask
Yes there were those whom loved me
And never left my eyes
Childhood friends
And A Lover by my side
Those childhood years taught me that in this world
There wouldn't be enough room for a Naive Child, like me
I laugh and push through the crowd
For as I know, there was never enough room
for Judger's like them
The day has come
For this is my end
this story must close
I rest on my deathbed
In this world I've loved since Birth
For today is the day of my death
The day I leave my role on this Earth
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 6:09 PM UTC
Breathe in, breathe out.
For there's no one around.
Run faster they say, but it's never fast enough.
Living day to day, yet it feels I'm in a rush.
I pick one foot up, though there's always one on the ground.
Don't look weak act tough, for what you don't have you must scrounge.
Breathe in, breath out. They're watching you now.
Find somewhere quiet, and stay far from the noise.
Internal riots, wounded up like a toy.
Finally I'm alone, wind chimes in the distance.
No need to condone, reject all assistance.
Breathe in, breathe out. The purest of sounds.
Footsteps grow nearer, they begin to match my own.
I am the judger, for what you reap has been sewn.
Jul 24, 2012
Jul 24, 2012 at 7:09 PM UTC
I don't like to be lonely
I like to be alone.
I'm not conservative
I'm a romantic!
Not antisocial
But PRO self exploration
PRO reading and writing!
I'm not boring
I'm simple
I'm not smart
I try hard
I'm not a judger
I'm a feeler.
I'm not insecure
Whatever you think I am,
I'm not.
I love life just the same as the extroverted.
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 1:14 AM UTC
Liquidators come in all shapes and sizes,
As vizors cover the cloud glittered lowlys!!
Layrinxed fads go out slowly and painfully as the new drives on in, as sin tends to win!!!
Your feet tramples docile demons down!!!!!!
Destine me, destine me oh lawless judger!!!destine me to where you shall not be!!!!!
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 9:23 AM UTC
From a young age we are told
"we are all the same."
For if your not,
they look down in shame
As if we are all different copy's of the same old books
For your looks is considered weird,
And unwanted
till this day you are always taunted
If there was a way; we say,
I would have wanted to be the same
For my red hair and freckles
Have me named "Red flame"
And It seems as if I'm the one to blame
For I am all alone,
just because I have an identity if my own?
I ask myself, why do they pick?
throw sticks and bricks,
For their quick to be the judger,
But they lack to discover
that if we're all a book,
Why don't people give the story a look?
For if we tried Getting to know each other
we just might grow fond of one another
And might decide,
That we like the persons inside
For we would all stand side by side
worldwide
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
I couldnt say I believe in you
I couldnt say i walk in your name
But every breath I seem to take
Your the one thing getting shoved
Down my trachea
Biting down on silver bullets
Watching your disciples crucify me
Torturing me with senseless mumbo jumbo
About how Im going to hell when I die
Yet they cant see in it my eyes
They're too blinded by hopes of eternal life
Walking down the golden streets of heaven
If angels and demons existed
What the **** would it make me
Im inhuman compared to these vile creatures
If you made them in the image of you
Then now I see the real devil
Your name itself holds no value
At least the devil has a face to the name
You, just your son
You sentenced to die
You did nothing
Let it all happen
Youre the ruthless aggression
All cower before
I'm just the guy waiting to die
I dont care what awaits me
I just wish you knew
I dont give a **** about religions
I'm a mortal god
Judger of my own sins
Crimes I only commit against me
Sentencer to my own punishment
You let books and false prophets
Predict a future no one knows
Maybe we should all just die
Tell me if you find heaven or hell then
But when you wake up and see me over you
Laughing at how irrelevant your beliefs
Have come to be
Dont say a word
I want to watch as you cry
Because I know the only thing waiting for me in death
Is a darkness death itself is afraid of
Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
Her actions were bad but her thoughts were even badder. She didn’t accept herself but grew to understand. She was shy, experienced and respectful. She didn’t understand your evils, she didn’t accept your bad decisions. She was a Judger and in this world Judgers were very high ranked. It was hard to know what she was thinking but it even more difficult to ignore her shaky hands. Her understanding stare. Her unknowing moves and her confusing voice. We all thought she was crazy. I mean thats what they've taught us to see…right? I didn’t get it though. I did not understand how she was seen as bad and others were seen as good. The others didn’t know, they hadn't experienced truth so they couldn't understand it. Thats the problem here, people act as if they know everything but they haven't been through anything in order to understand it. Truth is complicated. Everyone acts as if they know the truth but yet they are nowhere near to truth. The truth is kind, understanding and harsh, most go crazy just looking into the eyes of truth. Truth is my king, my soul and my life. How do I know if my truth is the right version of truth? I don’t. But I do know that I know this world better than those that claim they are all knowing. How can you be all knowing? There is no such thing. If you were all knowing then time would end and your life would be answered. but its not and your confused still and thats what is the miracle of this life.
The people of my lands believe in love and hatred. They believe that both combined make up the truth and if both hatred and love work together then peace will come to us. I pray and long for a time when I am in peace. When my family, my friends and my followers are in peace. I hope for my enemies and my strangers to be in peace. I pray for peace in those who hurt and in those who have been hurt. I hope for peace to be shed out in every living creature whether worth it or not. Because in the end what being gets to decide who is worth it? No one. No one should have the power to decide when to end another's life.
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 7:13 AM UTC