"hurtfull" poems
As The Far Distance Of The Skies
The Distance From Your Eyes
Then The Ground And The Stars
The Distance From Your Ears
I Send Whispers And Sparks
And Few Words For The Times
When I Used To Touch Your Arms
With That Look!, Everything Charms
Here I Am Calculating The Miles
On A Woeful Stressfull Verses
In A Camp Fire Talking To Ashes
Few Words To Burn With Papers
To Fuel My Fire With Poetry Pieces
Hear My Hurtfull Heart Weeps
About Many Shattered Dreams
Bleeding Between The Life Claws
Tell Me About Her Glorious Flames
Tell Me About The Hurrican's Chase
The World Where They Hitch Rides
Tell Me About The Next Goals
Remind Me About The Lost Souls
I'm Paying The Bills For My Sins!
But I Did Not Do Any Wrong Things!
Gasping Breath And Washing Tears
Playing Guitar, And The Letter Sings
Author / Aladdin Aures H.
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 4:55 PM UTC
I sense a storm, I hear the liar
I see the smoke, getting higher and higher
And there aint no smoke, without a fire
It's the sign of words set to inspire
I wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** **** complexion
It's just the way we are
Friends of friends let out their sigh
As danger reaches all time high
Can't we all just say our lie
Without thinking about the reasons why
I wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** **** complexion
It's just the way we are
Tell me where you're going, tell me where you've ben
Tell me what you've done and tell me what you've seen
What's with all the questions, let me live my life
Can't this just happen without the hurtfull strife
I wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna get close to you, You know you wannna too
Keeping this together, words are relationship glue
Every word that's being said, every word is true
But all this truth is as much a lie as the pig that flew
I wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I sense a storm, I hear the liar
I see the smoke, getting higher and higher
And there aint no smoke, without a fire
It's the sign of words set to inspire
I wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** complexion
It's just the way we are
I just wanna feel your love and affection
Without any of this **** **** complexion
It's just the way we are
Aug 12, 2010
Aug 12, 2010 at 4:19 AM UTC
It would be so sweet if it wasn't so bitter,
it would really move if it didn't stand so still.
It's going to take a lot of water, maybe a river,
it'll take a lot of love until I've had my fill.
Sometimes love's fire lifts us up,
it burns so bright as we fill our cup.
We touch so soft and slow beside an ancient well,
it feels so good to be under love's spell.
So we try to hold tight but love takes wings,
sometimes in our pain we do hurtfull things.
Love's strong suit held close to the chest,
says you got it made, your hand is the best.
So you can go big or you can stay home,
you can hold your horses, you can hold the phone.
In the end you'll know that it's true,
you're going to slide on in, nothing you can do.
When you can't find love
it's hidden hard in heart-red shades of blue-grey shadow,
it feels like you don't remember how to live.
You stumble around and forget your place,
you wring your hands and you knit a face.
You pretend it doesn't matter, that's what you'll do.
Who you trying to kid, who's fooling who...
© copyright 2012
All Rights Reserved.
Jun 17, 2012
Jun 17, 2012 at 8:08 AM UTC
I surrender to the fear
I surrender to your anger
surrender to the demons holding me here
surrender to all the hate
to the air that I calling me away from
all the surrendering
im surrenedering to all the wrong this
I cant be stuffed fighting
I surrender to you
your hurtful words
my worthlessness
my uselessness
ugliness
but I surrender to your eyes and words
that lead me as I ended up in your bed
playing this same hurtfull
mistake in my head over and over again
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 2:56 AM UTC
do not ask me....?
the level, reaction we have...?
we meet, strangers? but..?
trully happy to see you, speak,
like we know each other....?before?
life is hard, hurtfull, not fair and yet beautiful, amazing!
glad to see you in the flesh, it did me good!
xxxxxx
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 12:42 PM UTC
Careless whispers cause despair
Idle gossip everywhere
Tongue of venom
Do you not know !?
Hurtfull words cause pain and woe
Like a stone cast into a silent lake
Disturbing peace doth silence make
Cleanse thy heart
Purify thy mind
Words then to follow
Speak of healing kind
Mans last hour to him unknown
So think before you cast that stone
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 6:45 AM UTC
I asked you to come home
And you turned the offer down
Leaving me at the door step
Not knowing whether or not to frown
I didn’t think when you left
It would be the last time
I would do anything to change that
I would stop on a dime
I am not going to change myself
To be what you want
I can try to improve
But I cannot flaunt
We both said hurtfull things
I’m sorry it happened that way
The end is up to you
You choose if you want to stay
No Date
Ashli Jane
Dec 23, 2009
Dec 23, 2009 at 7:56 AM UTC
With life’s experiences and my resilience to relationships as my own defense.
I can't help but ponder out a space so numb, I'm surprised that I feel at all!
Listening of things said in others relationships and worst of all the feeble lies told!
My ******** meter or shitemeter goes of the charts!
With much regret and a skin crawling decision of staying out of others business!
I realise!
Yes the hurtfull lies can damage!
But that be not for that they have any strength!
It is only the narrow sightedness of those who allow themselves to be that weak! To trust and believe what people say! Having said that certain people should be by default trust worthy! And excuses will be just that excuses!
Lies fashioned to mascarade as reasons for their actoins! Well mostly id say these are just scape goats they use to avoid the truth and not take ownership of their actions!
And they wont, and mostly the person on the receiving end of this is either bad mouthed and most likely even convinced that its all their fault or doing! (deflection)
Yeah one word comes to mind, whimps!
Yes ***** spineless whimps that would rather emotionally scar or abuse a kind persons generosity or many other scenarios they they use to get themselves ahead, well at least they think, ahead!
Their words are as their hearts, frail and soon to wither away!
WELL!
You can slander my name to all!
Say hurtfull things to me!
Or of me!
But without any substance it will hold no weight!
So I get to take one thing away from this all.
THERE IS NOTHING STRONGER THAN THE TRUTH!
NOR WEAKER THAN A LIE!
Happy not just a state of mind, for it be a place
Oh so much so it’s a place, a time, a destination and a goal
It be where we should reside
When you walk into my home I want you to feel it!
When you look at me my heart will show it! For happy is where my heart resides!
Happy I need for me first!
If those that hearts are set in unhappiness they need know it remains their choice!
My Happiness is mine! no one else can steal it or navigate it!
I am the captain of this ship!
Oh happiness is mine!
I own it’s title deed
As a lush garden I aim to keep it in bloom!
So who ever should visit even a fleeting moment in my life! Should know happiness be mine!
©
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 12:06 AM UTC
the stunner is the death he holds inside
the way he takes you out of your body
and places you down softly on the dirt
work for rest
rest for work
the masks we wear
have almost worn out
and its only left
to the rubber straps around your ears
to keep the act together
glow
like a worm
**** up the moonlight
distill it so i can drink from the sun
your hopeless floating voice
and the dream
other things and so much more dream
the disjointed
apologetic
hurtfull
mostly pain
and its only my pleasure to help it get worse
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 3:11 PM UTC
Love has gone.. .where i dont go
It was devoured is all i know
Lost another to the lie
Hurtfull memories ...i deny
I put them in a tiny box
With ribbons held like satin locks
To open maybe ..never more
Makes me wonder ..whats love for ?.
Oct 4, 2011
Oct 4, 2011 at 7:17 AM UTC
I am not sure what to say to you
My mind is completely blank
My heart was whole, now broken
I only have you to thank
Our relationship is over
And you honestly don’t care
But know deep inside
I would always be there
We where fine
Needed a little work
When you say those hurtfull things
You walk away with a smirk
My feelings are hurt
My heart has been broken
Now that you’re gone
My mind is open
No Date
Ashli Jane
Dec 23, 2009
Dec 23, 2009 at 8:15 AM UTC
It's not the distance, it's the darkness. Dark days have always been there, for as long as I remember. And I've been trying to stop calling them a flaw, or part of some disorder, or the consequence of past trauma. I am trying to accept them as part of what makes me whole. Use them to develop the light days. To feel those harder and with a more open heart. I don't want to spend my life waiting to feel less. It's hurtfull to think my emotions are connected to the years I have lived. What if I prefer to never become numb? I just need to find the ones that will not be scared to drown in my depths. The ones that will not try to fix me, but stare in awe at my wholeness. That do not try to shine light on the dark days, nor close the windows when it's bright. I need to find a love, so unconditional, that it'd rather I dissolve into my own darkness than loose myself trying to fix it. I need to find it within myself, within my depths, or turn to dust while searching.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 4:52 PM UTC
From the heart to my soul,
My world is feeling cold,
I look from behind closed doors,
Threw the open windows.
To see all staring back at me.
My life is gone down the path of no return,
All those hurtfull words,
Tend to burn threw my skin,]
Down to the bone. Why Just why
must i live this life alone.
Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 4:15 PM UTC
Together; far away, in the fires we lit,
At the base of our rage, spitting fuel from our lips.
Embraced; our noosed arms, on the gallows we built,
Upon the embered resent, In the dark night, shadow cast by vindication.
The whiplashed words, poison talk,
The frosted glance away, eyes too hot to rest in.
And anger leaves like the fog,
So in blow the winds of vacancy, the empty breeze of sadness.
And i would take all your sorrow, adopt all your miscomforts,
Bear all that you suffer and carry all of your sadness should it do any good.
As i would lie on my back so you may walk over the still smouldering embers, and through the flames of the past.
For i could never watch you burn.
Though your soiled tongue and derelict eyes inform me you could gaze as i would blister, that you could never burn for me: Still I give my back in service, i shall never let you bathe in the hurtfull glare of our fires.
Lay me down and leave me.
Walk from the the salted earth we lived on, on through the meadows i tried to give you.
Escape the skys i could not keep blue for you, clouded by my mistakes, the grey a reminder: i was not good enough.
Now walk amongst the sunshine, over the vast plains of potential,
Unto your final happiness.
I would sit here a thousand years,
Awake in the blaze you left,
Under shadows past and present,
With the weight of all your suffering,
Blackened by ash in silent damnation
Should it give you back your smile.
I wait with all the darkness,
I stay with all the pain,
So you may walk to summer,
And be loved once again.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 10:29 PM UTC
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
AMERICA CAN TELL
HOLLYWOOD IS UNHAPPY
AND AS MAD AS HELL
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
LETS HAVE A TWEET
WHEN I TWEET
ITS REALLY SWEET
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
THE EMMYS A NEW HOST
WOW WHAT AN AUDIENCE
HE SURE CAN BOAST
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
AUSTRALIA HAS TURNBULL
NORTH KOREA IS COMING
IT COULD GET HURTFULL
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
OUR WORLD IN DESPAIR
BUT TRUMP STILL HAS
HIS FLOWING GOLDEN HAIR
TRUMP IS PRESIDENT
RUSSIA CHINA KOREA
THE UNITED NATIONS ARE IN
TRUMPS REAR VIEW MIRROR
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 8:26 AM UTC