Year 1 - June 30th was the day I fell in love with you. It was rough at first, you were always stealing me away silently like no one knew I exsisted. No one cared about me at the time, you knew that I was bound to be all alone in my life of how I was. I just wished it wasn't you but **** you stole my heart this beatiful  year.
Year 2 - It was young love for the both of us, I taken it rough cause I was so in love with you I loved spending my time with you, even when we drank, you treated me like your girlfriend. But I had those dark days where it bugged me that I loved you most and I spent most of my days with you which I could've did way much better with schooling and all that other stuff but I managed then people really started to care about me but I didn't care about their care about me cause I know I was bound to be alone, after they starting really looking for me and realized that I was with you but they couldn't do anything about it, was too late for that now.
Year 3 - I'm sure it was in the winter, you got into trouble with playing with guns, and jailed for a week, and you couldn't be around the community due to danger to the community for a year. I decided to move to the city where you were staying, I didn't mind the city but at the time I started seeing someone from the community, I missed you but I also missed the community and I couldn't do this anymore babysitting and not being able to get my freedom. you had to go get into more trouble in the city when I left and got more jail time you were gone for a long while.
Year 4 - Things weren't working out for you and me. I know that you really wanted me back. But I was with someone else and he didn't want to let me go, he kept me silent like he was ashamed to have me or just didn't want to show me off. I was starting to become his joke or whatever I can call it. I loved him, he's kept in the dark from his family but accepted by my family. Could say I was with him for like a year, till he really started to see someone from the city. I left him I'm angry cause he was a keeper but man he is dark so I kind of didn't like that, hiding on me whenever he wanted like I was never apart of his life. I got fed up of this and left it hurted but it didn't hurt as much as losing my first love.
Year 5 - We aparted. My second love I left him or we just wanted to apart. I wanted my true lover back I did whatever I wanted to do. All adult and what not and no one can stop me now and no one can do anything too. I pray that I haven't chosed the wrong path. with this guy I'm hoping to be his partners in crime. I'm back with you my love, I did tell you that I love you cause you wanted to hear it and I never said it to you ever till that night. Our birthdays are coming up, I'm looking forward to spending it with you.

The ink crawled down my throat,
Mixing with the blood,
Without a boat.
They sneered at the dare,
Cruel friends,
Open-mouthed stare.
A fire kindled deep within,
They still laughed,
My eyes watered,feelling a sting.
Foam at my mouth,
Stupid urge to pout.
Distracting the feeling of fall,
Shouts all around.
Abhorrent playground.
No one continued to notice the frail,pale boy on the ground.
Ardor of death,
Feeling of dread,
Tasting someone's cold breath,
My soul,wispy,fragile threads.
Suddenly my eyes closed,
Devoid of feeling,
My end fate chosed.
                                   -**Firefly

I was content living my life.
Wasn't worry.
Or even concern.

I was living by my rules.
Doing the things I chosed.
Which was before I met you.

Then you came into my life.
And bought a different perspective.
Making my life less hectic.

Where I use to run around?
You offer pure love and joy to calm it down.
And I owe you.
More than I could ever pay you.

Just notice, the way I try too.
Just notice, the way I love you.
Just notice, the happiness we have found.
For you came into my life.

And it's happier now.
Where there was a storm before?
You replaced it with a warmth of love.

This new song you have
dropped into my heart my mouth
will shout out to the world.
I will praise you for you
make me shine out of darkness,
different and best among the best.
Those who don't know will
marvel at what you have done,
will do and continue to do.
Remember your promise oh God
of my heart and God of my realization.
I will stand in the congregation of
your people to show forth your praise.
In worshipping you my heart will
speak of your love.
Your strength and your kingship,
and your Majesty is supreme.
Your healing power is at work here,
for your spirit the Joy of heaven
dwells among us.
Now my heart magnifies you king of glory.
My love for you knows no measure.
You called me your beloved and accepted
me as your very own.
I am overwhelmed by your love.
You chosed and picked me for this very
sacred work and I yield myself to you
for i am on your Majesty's sacred service
accompanied by numerous company of Angels.
And now I go a fishing.
©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.

When you see me.
It's hard for you to see I've changed.
What I use to be?
I guarantee you'll no longer see.

The fool that use to do anything he chosed to do.
At anytime he wanted too has redeemed himself.
Redirected his wasteful effort to improve his worth to somebody's else.

Yes, it took work.
And good things always do.
To see friends refuses to be around you.
Cause you're pointing out the stupidity of life to them.
When they seeking the former person of yourself.

Yes, I've changed.
Personally rearranged my life.
Sure I could be an example for others.
Who's going through so much trouble?
Yes, that role model that motivates folks to not hestitate.

The walk to a newer existence will always rest within you.
But only, when you refuses to let others defeats you.
I've changed,
And wouldn't want it any other way.

Black American.
I chosed not to be.
White American.
That still isn't me.
Just  An American.
Call me that will pride.
Because, I'm in the home of the free.

Sure, my country is deep in hostility.
Because all wants to claim their place.
But when it comes to being just one.
Then, being American bring that message home.

All nationality do exist here.
And we have a honorable slogan.
On the Statue of Liberty.

We might bleed red blood on the inside.
But we also bleed red, white and blue.
With patriotic pride.

Others might wants to attack us.
Just because they can.
Still, we Americans can state with truth.
That America's a free land.

No kings.
No Sultans or dictators in placed.
Just a president with his first lady by his side.
Guiding a great country down through the times.
With honorable troops.
Ready to defend us anytime.


And, we just Americans.
Living in a promising land.
Giving chances to others to come here and succeed.

Tired of this old game
Being accuse of things i have not done
Being ignore
Being treated like a brick wall
How much more of this do i have to stand?
I know if im in this position
Is because i chosed it
Because i could walk out that door at any moment
But i choose not to because of how strong my love is for you
I may look like a fool to you
I know people might judge me as stupid
Because i keep staying by your side
And honestly i dont know how to back myself up
I keep typing poems to get rid of the anger and sadness
Thats killing me inside
Never wishing this type of relationship upon anybody else

'Skeletons in my closet '

We don't decide who makes our heart race.
The corners of your lips just upturn so suddenly.
Until the love fades away.
You start weeping.

You start causing your own doomsday.
With war and rampage.
Brings forth depression and tears.
You resent that you once loved and cared so much.
Then you finally melt into an illness.
Dripping into one after another.
Until you are unrecognizable.

The day i fall in love with you again.
It's the day you know you will live for ever.
Not in this life but in the love that I could not seem to grant myself it.
Which I can give you all of it.

I will make you cry and happy the same time.
You will cry tears of happiness.
Your happiness will glow in the sky cause my heart chosed you.

Honey bee you lied when you said you loved me😊

I had no course to doubt you about the rumours,
I rather continue hearing and bearing your lies.
Then to go on living without your love and you. 🌹

Another event is deserted and I am covered all over with emptiness all around me.

If you will not come back to me, they can bring the white linens down.
Close the coffin with a nail and use the soil to cover me with it. 😊

Why have i been your favourite all along?

Because with you i cannot seem to add or utter words.....

Wow really?? 🌹

Yes cause the way you show that you love me, that you care for me. You can't live without me is absolutely amazing 🌹😊😍
It melted my heart away each time i can a glimpse of you.
Your like a morning star shinning my day.
My moon that becomes gloomy at night.
You love is like the entire galaxy star 🔥

When you meet that someone
That touches your heart
So deep inside
That you realize
That true love exsists
I will always be  by your side
Every step of the way
I am so glad you chosed me
To be your husband
Life is not always easy
And definitely not fare
But I know that with you
By my side
Life will always be worth living

I once wrote a millions songs about you
I stopped
I thought if I did I will erase you from my memory
I havent forgotten you
But not in a good way
The way you left and I crumbled away
I will always regret
Letting you in and feeling sorry for the way you were hurt cause you didnt care that I was hurting as well
I treated you like I never have anybody else
And still you chosed to walk away
Leave your ring behind
You said you'd come back to get it
That was september 2023
We never spoke again
You never reached out
You left me broken
You left me like you never cared
And that hurt like hell
I was selfless, I cared
I gave you everything I had
And still that wasnt enough for you
Now. I cant open up
I want to be alone
And now I understand
The person who hurt you did no wrong