"cakey" poems
And I did it once again.
Skin picked and shaven,
Cakey frosted ivory,
Faceless, nameless,
Plasticity contusion.
Littered in the detailed fractures of a swelling stem,
Those skeletal twigs of intangible incestual wings,
splintered in stacks underneath his bed.
Apocalyptic comfort found in the veins of what remains...
Pineal shame,
Puny white me,
Post-karmic, futuristic-retrospective cosmic plan, slowly creeps towards me and offers its long inflaming hand.
Cricket twitch, echoes in the distant introspective glitch of my momentary intuition.
A bitter drip on tongue descends,
Tunneled in an unwanted exploration.
That sour pitched cacophony uncomfortably sung,
Through the ghastly cold touch of a righteous cockroached thumb.
Repugnance,
Spreading the stain of an untouched soul,
Quicksand, morphing me into dust.
Devouring the white and into the red I rust.
Nov 24, 2016
Nov 24, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
something happened
and then again
and again
but it is all just an unfocused merge of subconscious creations now
but it did go something like this
--
oh the
wind and the trees
and the cuts on my knees
..and the running away from whatever it is behind me
away
and again
and a jump and then
i fall
and as i look up, i see me
yes it's me
and i smile at myself and offer a hand up
'cos there's really nothing to be scared of
it's just me
Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 11:40 PM UTC
I fell for a madman, a lunatic, a clown
Knowing this all I can do is frown
For so many years I took his abuse
Him hunting a man who hides as Bruce
This cakey clown makeup will cover the bruise
A temporary reminder not to give him bad news
He threw me out the window, it’s not the first time
It’s all my fault, I got in the way of his crime
One thing I needed to remember, he’s the star of the show
It’s him and Batman, him and his foe
I was just a puppet, a means to an end
Maybe that why I met Ivy, I just needed a friend
I was charged to mend and fix his head
But it was him who got inside mine instead
My ambition clouded my judgment, all could see
He saw this flaw and decided to overtake me
I became his Harlequin, or at least I guess I was meant too
The issue is I thought for myself and didn’t share his worldview
He lured me in with sadness and my pity
He told me we would in the future rule Gotham city
I believed him, I changed into a red and black lackey
He said he just wanted to bring smiles and make himself happy
Mad love, it’s what the sirens called it
I guess they were right; how did I not take a hint?
But he never loved me, that much to me is now obvious
He hit, punched and dragged me, how was I so oblivious?
I was just a pawn in his mad Puppet play
I guess the joke was on me, isn’t that right Mr. J?
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 3:47 PM UTC
I walk pass girls better than me
Skinny pretty tall blonde
Perfect barbie like
my insides burn with hatred
Knowing I can never be that
I try so hard but it doesn't work
Looking like a fake plastic doll
My tears wipe out the cakey stuff
I'm ready to give up
I know I'm not like them
Trying so hard is just useless
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 5:19 PM UTC
Whether to have dessert
Is not even a question.
Not to indulge in sweets?
Don’t even make that suggestion.
Having no apple pie
Or luscious lemon meringue
Would be a real ******
As we say in slang.
Right out of the oven:
Hot cinnamon rolls...
Or donuts right out of the fryer--
With or without holes...
Crepes filled with strawberries,
With a dollop of whipped cream...
When I talk about sweets,
I never run out of steam.
Don’t forget about cakes,
And anything with custard...
Chocolate in every form...
And--I’m getting flustered--
Fresh homemade cookies
Of any delicious kind...
Chocolate fudge or divinity...
Yikes, I’m losing my mind!
Dessert bars, oh, my goodness,
Chewy, crumbly, flaky...
Banana, zucchini, and pumpkin
Bread—soft and cakey...
Cupcakes topped with thick frosting,
And filled with chocolate ganache...
Creamy Crème brûlée...
Boy, aren’t we getting posh!
A sugary German plum cake,
A Danish butter ring,
And Greek galaktoboureko
Give me a reason to sing!
Chocolate frosted brownies...
Lefse with sugar and butter...
My sweet tooth is growing larger
With every word that I utter.
Some people say that these sweets
Might be the cause of my death.
Then let me be holding a cookie
When I take my last breath!
- by Bob B
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 7:51 AM UTC
Cold
Droplets of water
Small beads
Keeping flesh fresh
Burning oxygen
Dead cells
White huffs
Mouth of snow and clouds
Thighs compact
Skin cakey
Eyes pure
Plump lips red
Irritated and punched
Tongue moist
Saliva
And biting
Pulling
And tugging
Blood
Bitter arms
Harsh words
Death whispers
"Baby it's cold outside"
Mar 24, 2012
Mar 24, 2012 at 9:49 PM UTC
insecurities. judgement. fear. shame. criticism. empathy
our imperfections are things we hide and exposed it feels like a great shame the world shouldn't need to see. secrets from our childhood, violations made against us, personality, our appearance.
let me see.
because the very thing that holds us back and makes us certain we are different from all the rest are the things that form bonds between us.
empathy and understanding. the ability to connect with someone else who had the same upbringing as you. the ability to connect with someone else that's unsure of themselves in a crowd. the ability to connect with someone else that doesn't like an artist everyone else loves. connect with the person with cakey make-up because they too have a bad case of acne. the girl that stays in her t-shirt while everyone else get's gawked at in their string bikinis. and larger. the kids that slept in the closet because a parent attacked the other. the little girl that thought her brother loved her but violated her. the one that does what they must to feed their kids, shelter them. the man in love with his friends woman. the young kids not ready for parenthood and visit a clinic. the life that believes they were the key to saving another, but didn't or couldn't. the doctor that made a mistake and cost a family a loved one. the boy that can't confront their religious parent about their sexuality. for the girl that had a fling and caught a sexually transmitted virus, and can't tell her mama. the ones that never have their fill because they sense eyes on their plate and weight.
ect. because the list goes on. all of it are chains that we form with strangers and friends. all of these insecurities, shames, imperfections are the reminder that we're all in this together.
we're human, and that's humanity.
I do not ask for you to reveal yourself to the world if you don't wish to. that was not my initial intention. what I ask is to remind yourself that what we hide is what another understands. so be open-minded and compassionate towards yourself because it'll ultimately lead to the bettering of our world.
Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
my pocket has one nickel & Mason's has a dime;
a transient, red rubber ball ping-ponging deep faith with & for
carnival trash is what falls from the
raccoon's mouth past three; the midnight tour, troupe, &
egret have plucked my eyes out before petit dejeuner
& have all booked residence with lush vagabonds from
some oasis on the curb of Suburbia, the ottoman wet where
lore slumps the backs of the fairest; where,
beyond equanimity there boons & beckons
tightropes, slacked tension; and where folklore swells
arteries like King Cake; the swamplands have my pocket
picked; pock-marked truants (BOY) fiddling in fours
during school hours, cakey margarine spread all
over their legs as they eat grilled cheese and
become, ****
in the ambrosian daylight fogged out with figgy shade
by thick, carpet-fondling curtains, sagging with secondhand soot.
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 5:58 PM UTC
That growling voice
raspy
bronchial tubes screaming under
cakey mucus;
feelings are thrown around here,
jutting out of auras
like flood lights.
We all need things.
What would it be like if we didn't?
Can you imagine that?
Everyone
having everything they need
to feel safe,
secure,
loved?
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 4:49 PM UTC
no painting is made up of an entirety of good strokes.
if a painting is started with a good stroke and slowly starts to deteriorate, good strokes can still be made. if a painting is horrible from the start, and the paint's already cakey and dry and stubborn, good strokes can still be made.
good strokes can be learned; precise and categorized and made with a focused eye. but education does not guarantee a good stroke.
good strokes can be random; flicking paint and getting it under your fingernails and ruining your brushes. but fate does not guarantee a good stroke.
a good stroke is found.
a good stroke is found by lucky people.
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 9:49 AM UTC