I thank you all poets poetessess moderators this thanks giving.
To one or two foe serpents in my paradise writing uglily to me on HP, I am sorry I had to block you and your friends since I am highly intuitive.
One of you posing as female sent me to your page drawing a page full of scissors! without a word in it very cruel sadistic of her an old poisonous snake from my old paradise hanously destructive. Another a female wrote mocking a woman aborting her child!! Abortion is legal to me only if medically adviced.
Grow a brain write, don't mock or judge me. The only child I aborted was one whose heart had stoped due to massive antibiotic dose prescribed by a butcher because MD he was not. That was my missfortune and your oportunity.
What is it to you anyway to write to me derrogatorily so?. It happened in my teens! Long ago. ENOUGH!
I had to block you. I am highly intuitive and gifted first pure blood RHO negative.
I know it's you even when you hide masked behind this HP mirrors.
Please make peace with your ghosts, head voices or seek medical psychiatric help, many of you need it. Poetry isn't to mock hate assault the mind heart and soul of fellow men and women who communicate beautifully even in their distress but evil won't be rewarded or tolerated not by me, if you play your holier than me role.

Theres plenty malice where I am no need for me to pay monthly to be cursed on here.
Please spread love, live life forgive yourself be genuine, share your true life experiences, instead of looking who to dishonor and hate.
For the one or two females who created an account just to spread evil grow a heart a brain and then tell us how you did it.
we might even apreciate your courage to share!
My past love life with wealthiest elite true love, sweetheart soulmate, twin flame isn't any of your business.

G* d, and cause and effect in the universe are my only judges not a malignant infective fungus poor excuse, a human **** like yourselves who tried to defile me unprovoqued undeserved and unsolicited.
You are forgiven and loved still but I had to block you. I don't reward or ignore destructive behaviors.
To all genuine poets moderators and poetessess be well
Happy Thanks giving this November 2018.
All the best to you all

As for killing a turkey,
for six years now, I forgive the turkey and spared it's life but I still have fun eating all other delights of season's greetings.

also I love and pamper myself
I am my own best friend
so that loving, tolerating and understanding others becomes that much easier and enjoyable.

I was about to break down
when a friend came in.
she told me stories of wisdom,
inspite of my grin.

inspite of everything,
same insecurities I've fell on,
adviced and reminded me,
not to apprehend expectations.

She gave and lifted,
when I was deep down.
with her easy approach,
had released myself in frown.

Her knowledge base foundation,
she earned by timed waiting.
shared and inspired,
even wihout a smoke and wine.

She sailed my boat,
without an equal exchange.
lend an even-honest ear,
unlocked my heart in cage,

from these black biles,
that turns off the tide.
mere worries and immaturities,
are thrown and kept aside.

Now, how very lucky I am,
to have this heaven sent.
A rare, and precious jewel,
A real gem of a Friend.

Shoot that media,
It only brings wrath,
splits a relationship in two,
makes someone fat.

Spreads inconsistent news
very ill-adviced.
unwanted receipients,
throwing the dice

rolling into someone,
who's accidental.
rumors are hoax,
one become's temperemental.

Obvious are the motives,
they play like children,
tomorrow they're in the news items,
shamed and forbidden