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226 · Sep 2022
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MuseumofMax Sep 2022
I am not perfect

I wish I was.

I wish I could be what you deserved.
225 · Jan 2022
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MuseumofMax Jan 2022
Imperfect selfs

Yet no sign of despair

Love is unconditional
Despite the mistakes

All the little things
Fall away

Only you.

I read your poems

Is this what you were trying to say?
216 · Jan 2022
A walk home.
MuseumofMax Jan 2022
Footsteps on a familiar path

The night-time glare follows

Tired eyes
Through a soft gaze
Wondering how the grass moves,
It sways

Long thoughts for a short walk

Multi-colored shoe laces
Scuffed heels
So many hidden faces
In the older trees

Quick steps

Wishing for rest
Although I like the night
The wind, I detest

Warmth I will soon find
If only a few steps more
Lest I stay outside forever
Me and my mind.

Trapped in my sorrow

No tomorrow?
215 · May 16
To be a Writer
MuseumofMax May 16
I may not be gifted in painting
I may not be taught, like the masters, how to ‘properly’ create

But with my words, unsteady and scribbled, flawed and broken,
I paint canvases beyond sight.
I imagine art more beautiful than any Mona Lisa,
I create masterpieces without ever dipping my brush.

My craft is greatly imperfect, cluttered, and poorly expressed,

But still I attempt to write the words that sit waiting deep within my chest

Often I do not understand what I write,

but I must allow my fingers to scrawl each thought

For each word, each story,
is an expression of myself;

a world in all its beauty and ugliness,

and I must share.

Even if no one is listening.
MuseumofMax Oct 2022
Every time I lose my footing
I fall down and cry
Just like a little girl, tripping over her own feet.

I am older now but my tears never waver.
They well up in my eyes, I can not hold them back.
My anxieties overwhelm my thoughts
My eyes only see my failures

I am thankful that you watch me
even when I hide my face
You ask me what is wrong
even when I cannot speak

As tears run down my face you hold me close
You tell me you won’t ever let me go

You withstand my storms
and wake me from my nightmares
You listen to me, my fears and all
and calm my frenzied mind

My emotions are unstable.
Although I try so hard to function
I can not always

You told me you love me just how I am
and appreciate every flaw
You tell me I am more than I see
and that you’ll never leave me behind.
213 · Jun 11
Under The Sun
MuseumofMax Jun 11
Shady sunshine falls on a bright green hill

Chubby cheeks and ringlet curls

Frolicking around fat squirrels and dandelions

Spinning on a rope swing,
A blurry canopy of trees and laughter

Big smiles make us feel young

So we frolicked and danced

under the sun.
201 · Mar 2023
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MuseumofMax Mar 2023
Why must you betray my heart when I’ve given all I had to you?
187 · Mar 2018
Watching
MuseumofMax Mar 2018
A little girl no longer so young
She weeps because she is older
Forced off a cliff she hadn’t seen
Flailing,
      screeching,
                   grasping,
for a sturdy point to take hold
But alas not one remains
She falls
They watch
She dies.


By: Sophia Coe
182 · Sep 2022
I am a book
MuseumofMax Sep 2022
I am a book
worn out and torn
read so many times the pages are creased
many have heard my story
few have read it all
but each word is meant for me
to speak before I fall
178 · Mar 26
You
MuseumofMax Mar 26
You
You took everything from me

Before I was anything at all
165 · Sep 2024
Hide-Away
MuseumofMax Sep 2024
Looking into your eyes
I feel at home

You make me feel whole
When I lose myself

You give me a smile
Even on bad days

Thank you for being
My hide-away
164 · Oct 2022
Autumn
MuseumofMax Oct 2022
Leaves fall onto dirt floors
Autumn winds smell of fresh air and the cold

Thunderstorms rage asking for war
Trees turn bare; naked, yet bold

The skies turn a clear blue that I adore
And the child, not yet grown up, feels old
157 · Dec 2021
Smiles
MuseumofMax Dec 2021
Lemon boy smiles
I don’t dream anymore
But if I did I know you’d be there
You broke through my walls
I hope you know
I’m yours
Are you mine?
To: Lemon Boy
150 · Mar 2020
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MuseumofMax Mar 2020
She was so young
And then she was not
He left with no shame
And she was named a *****
148 · Oct 2024
Why
MuseumofMax Oct 2024
Why
Mother

Why did you let us go home to him


Why did your world not stop when I told you


I am so full of your love

But at night I wonder if your negligence discounted it

I know your mind is like mine, scattered and foggy

I know you were lost too

But I needed someone to get help

And I asked you.
144 · Dec 2024
Any more
MuseumofMax Dec 2024
I have to let go of you

I have to leave behind the anchors tied to my ankles

I can’t drag them any farther

I can’t let them hold me back

Any more
142 · Dec 2024
PTSD
MuseumofMax Dec 2024
"Well it’s over now"

is
what
you said

While you stared into my haunted green eyes

as you spoke
my heart broke

"It’s over for you,” I agreed.
MuseumofMax May 30
To be loved is to be known

wholly, completely, and unfalteringly

Bearing our naked chests


Exposed and raw, shameful and afraid;

Beautiful and flawed, unabashed and free


To be loved is to be known,

Achingly, deeply, painfully known

to venture far past thorns and briars,


into dense woods and ice-capped mountains.

To cut and scrape and climb your way through,

to wander into unknown,

to shiver under blankets of snow.


To be loved is to be known,

to search the vast depths of ocean and sky and earth

looking for you-


-looking for the good and the bad too.

Attempting to harness, not capture, your heart.


Attempting to feel-


-the ever-changing seasons-


-of your soul.
140 · Oct 2022
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MuseumofMax Oct 2022
Your sweatshirt smells of smoke and laundry detergent, just like you
118 · Aug 2024
Rue
MuseumofMax Aug 2024
Rue
My mind is in anguish
as I process my past

They carved scars into my skin
With their sharpened knives

Then gave me claws that I couldn’t seem to trim

First I hurt myself
Scratching my skin until it was raw

Salty tears didn’t heal my wounds

Now I’ve scarred your flesh
Because I didn’t file my nails

It bleeds as I stare in horror

I never thought I’d recreate the pain
That I had felt so deeply before


Although I now carefully remove each talon
Inspecting their purpose

Your scars will remain, just as mine

I wish I was never given those weapons
That I didn’t want

I wish hadn’t used them

Forever now I live in reflection
As I wonder if your cuts will heal

As I wonder if we can move forward

My wounds revealed
For you
110 · Sep 2020
Morning
MuseumofMax Sep 2020
A little beauty goes a long way
Especially in the beginning of a new day

I stretch and climb right out of bed
Only to find a mess upon my head

I turn to find your greeting
Your eyes meet mine and a thought occurs
If only fleeting..

The birds begin to sing
As the sun peeks through our window

“Let’s go back to bed” I say.
You stay underneath the covers and respond, “Okay.”
91 · Nov 2021
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MuseumofMax Nov 2021
I get it now

502 Bad Gateway

what a rather disappointing thing to say

I hope it goes away...
89 · Jun 11
Untold Dreams
MuseumofMax Jun 11
I still see you in my dreams

Often when I see you I run to you
I hug you and hold you and you smile at me


The hug felt so real
That when I woke up
I felt so empty
And cold
66 · Aug 28
Shining
MuseumofMax Aug 28
I never understood when I was younger

how beauty could shine through someone’s skin.

How ****** proportions and body shapes have little to do-

-with the true beauty inside of you
56 · May 2024
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MuseumofMax May 2024
I am learning how to find joy in myself

Not from drugs or wine or the ones I love

But through my soul, knowing deeply who I am

I’ve heard it’s possible to find joy in one’s self

And I’m trying to find it.
34 · Sep 22
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MuseumofMax Sep 22
I feel emotions so deeply

So fully within my soul

I empathize with madness, with sorrows that I’ll never know

Every story I hear, although not my own,

finds a place in my heart and in my eyes,

I recognize its weight, heavy on my soul


So sit down by my side-
and hold my hand

and tell me everything you never said

I may not understand
I may not have experienced your pain

but I’ll let it wash over me, I’ll share it with you

So you won’t be alone in your feelings

I’ll feel everything with you

— The End —