I'm more than depressed and time is slipping through my fingers like sand

I wanna write but everything is so dull and meaningless right now.

I anxiously await the day where m(i)ne (become)s yours and (you)rs (become)s mine.

"I am not as sincere or nice as I seem so yeah don't get on the wrong train because of me."

I want you told hold me in your arms that you wished were half of you the arms you used to pick up rocks in the field the arms that held crying girls that arms that were meant for me but now they don't fit like they should and I wish my heart was as big as your ******* head I wish you knew how I felt and trusted me why don't you trust me I am growing up and make mistakes just because I'm shorter than you doesn't mean you can look down on me there is a world inside of my head that you cannot see from your point of view and I'm losing my voice from yelling at the top of my lungs why did you do this to me.

Ah yes.
Sobbing while brushing my teeth.
I never thought the day would come where I'd taste mint and salt together,
But here it is.