Today you said something that,
Finally put me over the edge,
That finally made me make up this,
Sick twisted mind of mine.

One simple text was enough,
To flip the switch from on,
Straight to off,
Without a second thought.

Now all day I have been
Thinking, of how I feel,
How I feel free but yet,
Lonely.

You see I think we were made,
To be friends, and we took it too far,
I did not mean to break your heart,
If it helps, I broke my own heart too.

All the others who have caught my eye,
Are no longer on my mind,
It really was the thrill of it all,
That ultimately had me.

Now I am left with this new feeling,
You see I have always been alone,
But this is the first time in my life,
That I have ever felt lonely.

I don't care if I'm going crazy, I'm already crazy about you,
I think about you day and night, always wishing you'd be by my side,
And if some say I'm addicted, so what if I am?
This addiction makes me feel loved,
I think its worth letting it destroy me in the long run,

i used to write poems about my love for you,
and now,
i write poems about the pain of losing you.
i used to be somewhat happy,
and now,
i cry myself to sleep every ******* night.
i used to spend every second of every day talking to you,
and now,
i spend every second of everyday hoping and wishing you will text me.
**you were the reason for my happiness,
and now,
you are the reason for my sadness.

I miss my past, I miss your name;
You cheer me always, you wipe every tears;
You are a friend, to me that's very clear;
But part of me gone wrong, happened when I ride to stranger's song;

I've left  you then, without saying goodbye;
I've hurt your feeling and made you cried;
Right now I'm coming back, sworn to stay;
I'd made my mistake then, I've  learned my lesson;

In my return I'm not that sure, what was destined;
Wishing I'm still welcome, that nothing change;
Listen! I'm begging you honey
Can we start over again?

Sept. 27, 2002
Mysterious Aries