Thoughts of him gets me in the zone
Ink drips from my pen
Between my legs he can swim
Deep diving
Stimulates my mental , my physical
I lose control
There’s no stopping
My flow mirrors the image of his strokes
Its exciting
Satisfaction guaranteed
He came inside me

Guilt trip as his ***** slipped inside of me
Instant pleasure cause it's been so long
But somehow my conscious said it was wrong
If Adultery was a crime
I would serve a life sentence
As his lips touch my mouth, my breast, and my other set of lips
This rush
The excitement of it all
I took a pause and told him to stop
How could I do this to you
Silence as I drove home
When my car parked
I had to come to the realization that I'm not even your girl

Dig deep he said
But I couldnt
This feeling cant be forced
Grab a shovel he said
My emotions are 6 feet under
To complex to understand
Each dig in the dirt
Is peeling back a layer of my skin
Its hurts
These feelings that are buried inside
But not by choice
My inspiration and I use to breathe in the same air
Since he's been gone
Not dead..he just moved on
It's been difficult to harvest words
To make it make sense
Now standing in front of this grave
With a pile of words fitting my emotional description to the right side
Not now
I'll get back to this later

He eats me up like a dinner at a five star restaurant
Can’t deny that my taste is flavorful
No need to make reservations
When I’m all he’s craving for
Devouring this feast
Had to tell him to slow down
The plate in front of him wasn’t going anywhere

I got acquainted with a lost soul but he didn’t know it
My purpose was to guide him
Exposed himself to his self
Now all the looks in the mirror confuses him day by day
I reeled him in grabbed his chest
Now his heart is in my hand
Not only talks of reassurance
I had to show him
What it meant to be loved with no strings attached
What it felt like to be cared for
Honesty and truth was nothing to be afraid of
Just like an angel
I was sent from above
We smiled, laughed and had deep conversations
All this came about with no *******
Living in a generation that’s unable to separate reality from fantasy
This strange encounter was meant to be
I opened him from the inside out
Now when he looks at his reflection
He smiles