Why I always have to think of you?
When you don't even bother to ask me if I'm alright.
When you don't have much time for me.
Why am I hoping for something that you will never do.

Why do people love
*If they will only get hurt?
Why do people care
When they knew it from the start?

Why do heart beats for someone
Only to cry at night
Why do eyes are blind sometimes
When it really sees the light?

Do hearts that love for real
Enjoys the falling rain?
Do people that truly love
Enjoy pleasurable pain?

You know whats funny- being you in love with me?
Is you don't know how I  truly feels. You think I'm happy that you're hurting because of me?
NO.
I'm **** hurt that I wanna cry a river.
But I'm making it stop.
If you don't want to stop hurting me, we'll then I guess we're not meant to be.

I pause and think for awhile, I should've not let you in-in my life again.
I should've not let myself see you again. Because over and over again, theres one thing I always do- hurting you.



And it pains me. Really. ☺