i said
i hate you
and
you said
thanks
does that mean
you really felt
what i meant???

"Go to the pool."
"Ride your bike for once."
"Go to the gym with your friends."
"Play in the park."
"You can't eat **** like that and expect to not gain any weight."
"Get off your **** and stop being lazy."
"Why can't you be more active?"
"You're such a ******."

Why do you always pick on me? I try to do those things but when you leave a list of chores that take 6 hours, its not like I can do much. All while I'm babysitting your children. I just wish I could be the "skinny" daughter that you want. I'm comfortable in my body until you say these things. Then when I start to feel better, you knock me down again.

Should I stop eating all together and finally give you,

**Skinny?

Love is a poison

Because of love some commit suicide
Because of love some do fight
Because of love some families drawn apart

Is it love's fault?
No, it is these some people learned love not right enough.

Love is a poison?
Some love is a poison.

Some people may ask,
How do you recover from a broken heart?
Well honestly, I don't know..
Because my heart hasn't healed
from all the hurtful words, and crying every night
because i'll never be good enough.
My heart hasn't healed from seeing him with another girl.
But you know what? Boys are boys.
Broken hearts aren't that easy to recover from
but boys will always be just boys,
and they won't ever notice the things
that they do to you.

For fifteen years it served me well
through rain and wind and snow
But I decided that it was the time
and the poor thing had to go
I think of all the miles done
in its company
Fishing trips
and foreign trips
and holidays at home
But it had reached its sell by date
its usefulness expired
So I threw it in my fire pit
onto the funeral pyre

Thus I bid my old hat a last farewell

Yesterday I played football
Nine young men and one old fool
I gave it my best, my all
Good job there's no offside rule.

My task just the goal to guard
For the ball I duck and dive
This Astroturf is quite hard
Till full time let me survive

Forget the goal, guard my beer
Sipping between shots on goal
Finally the kids appear
This short game, it took its toll