Silence befalls;filling the space
The hollow shell of my brain
Sinks in the emptiness greiving at this case
Thousands possibilities popping ;concluding this narrow void
Tis' endless thinking makes me paranoid
In neverthness they fall ;leaving me alone
This space leaves me numb this pain makes me groan
I pry alot on what ive lived
But Never does it ever leaves me out of guilt
The shame kills me inside shattering me to peices
Grinding the bones and making me engraved
It ***** my soul, my blood, my woes
Then again Silence creeps in craving my echoes
Those which i cried ,Those which i screamed
When shame creeps in provoking me to dream,
The nightmares that haunt me untill the night befalls,
The cave of regret devours me whole
Mirroring my past ,the betrayals that stole
The peace of My heart ,
The peace of My Mind ,
Dies and Desmise in those pits that hold
The Griefs and Despairs of my wrenched soul
But that is when Fear takes hold
Draining me into the past i told
The Demons of Hate ,The rage they mold
Into something That hits me more
The memories i buried deep in that core
Core of my Heart where the chamber lies
Chamber of my soul where truths dont lie
But madness and agony that opened the door
Door of Silence Whose only key i hold
Which becomes my saviour and my little hope
Which keeps me from sulking the shame that i bore
I see the pain hidden behind the eyes
Those Griefs and Deceptions which hallucinate my perceptions
But somehow i manage climbing uphill
The feiry hill which holds the fairy moonlit orb
The strength ,the resilience will guide me through the door
Guiding this long lost from these paths within the stars
The stars who drew these constellations
Leading me straight to the realm of moon
The moon that shines bright right above the dunes
The dunes of my life ,The dunes of my woones
_tsuki no ume~ to me
She wrote it for me… thanks her… and bless her
Since starting on my poet journey… she had been her to support and give her insight on what she sees in the poetry!