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 Feb 2022 D Allaire
Ann Pedone
#23
 Feb 2022 D Allaire
Ann Pedone
#23
there was a half-circle of blue I saw once out of a hotel room window. I didn't know if it was a swimming pool or the sea. I looked at it. The fact that it existed at all seemed remarkable. The water was a shade of blue that I had never seen before. That was the thing that got to me. I knew that having seen it had changed me in some way. Irrevocably. It was the same way I felt when I first let you inside of me. I suppose that is the feeling of desire. We like to think that desire is the same as yearning. But it's not. I don't want to desire you. I don't want to chase after something that I know is beautiful. I want you to eat through me. That is how you learn how to love someone.
Sometimes I am driven to a state of utter insanity by the incredulity of my own self.
How shamelessly I stand waiting under the sun looking up to the sky as if a sudden love would fall from it!
I scratch my own wounds making a fresh pain out of them to live through.
Was I not done with the devastating breakdown of my heart not many a while ago?
But like a woman hypnotised I am feverish with a new hope-This time a wish for burning.
Brokenness was bitter,I console myself but what if burning feels better.
I will play with the flames, dance with its passion,let it get into my body like a ghost and then die down along with it as ashes.
Maybe I am on the verge of doing much more than what my mind can accept.
But you know once you taste of love, you will always want more of it.

No matter whether it causes a breaking or a burning.
Thank you for reading this! ✨
And
     you were just
     like the              moon,
   so lonely, so                  
full of imper-                        
fections. But                          
just like the                  
                          moon, you     shined                   .
         in times of dar-
           kness.
 Feb 2022 D Allaire
Delton Peele
Pain,........
Amazing muse,
Piquant contusion ... .
Oh woes'
Me
Emotion so bruised.
Tears.
Cry,
Crestfallen ,
Cant believe she's gone
So cold, and bitter
Cruela was to me,
In privacy.
Wanted freedom
Too long
I've been her victim
Now that I have it
Paradigm shifter
All I see is her.
The little girl underneath
Her defenses
Hurt
Suddenly I'm
The villain,
And what is this?
This is so wrong....
I empathise
Every sad song ,
I cry......
I cry from the wretched
Clutches of my
Sadistic soul
Slumped in a pathetic
Heap
Cant sleep
Whimpering
....
Why
Blue skies.
Blue Eyes turnt
Pink again,
Wailing
Poor little
Lonely love lost
Brooding
In such
A bittersweet
Sea..  .tumultuous
Tossed
Treading
No solid thing
To protect my heart in
Recounting events
Obsessed
Suffering
Varialbe
Cost.
Lost
In the ruse.
Fortunately
It seems to me
The deeper my love
Sinks in
The deeper
The dagger
At loves end
The more my soul bleeds
The better
The poetry
If it weren't for you
I honestly
Dont like to think
What I would be.
Thank you poetry
For keeping
Me
Alive .
And everyone around me
 Feb 2022 D Allaire
chrissy who
We all had to be a little selfish.
Is it our fault that
It was the end of Us?

It's sad that
These days it seems no one can hear
Past the screaming inside their own
Head.

I don't know how to forget to
Look at your
Horoscope.
 Feb 2022 D Allaire
daphne
as i reached
and stroked your hair
untangling the knots
watching you stir
eyes closed
lips parting slightly
i realized how comfortable
silence was for us
how a caress to your skin
agitated my heart
and i think i've grown used
to loving you like this
loving you in silence
Sensations
Reservations
Tribulations
Inner balance
Clement
Bells,
wind chime,
transparent wings,
you'll find,
but deep In the City,
a corner of Trafalgar Square,
but it's better to feel,
the whole atmosphere,
Not one single building,
where dwellers dare
Bishopsgate a longer song
A circle of bells,
sounds with letters,
that spell

© 2022 Carol Natasha Diviney
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