Her lips so soft and sweet

And I never stop thinking of her and

Her beauty is so bright and warm

Shinning through the darkest storm

And she makes my heart smile so bright

I've fallen in love with her tonight and

I promise to love her for every moment of forever

And when I stare into her beautiful bright

Eyes I fall in love with her

And my love for her is pure and true

And I’ll wish and may pray

To the Lord Jesus Christ today

For our embrace to last for just one more day.

Oh my beautiful sweetheart
Before you go to bed
Every night
My heart hugs you
Goodnight I love holding you
In my heart every night
Because every day I love you.

There's nothing more
I wanna see is your
Beautiful Bright smile
Because every time
You smile my heart
Smiles back at you
Beating I love you.

sad like her cheeks when she forces a smile
dry like her lips when she kisses my cheeks
lost like her expressions when she stares into the darkness
Quivering like her voice when she lies that she's okay
Deaf like her ears when she slips  back into her void
tired as her eyes when she hasn't slept all night
Yellow as the pills she places on her tongue
And red as the wine she gulps them down with

If you ever wonder what depression looks like
It looks like my mother's face

I.
We are thought of as a struggle.
Tight binders,
unsure makeup application,
cringing away from mirrors,
healthcare nightmares.

II.
Think of me as a victory,
for two minutes.

III.
Think of me as
using the men's room for the first time
and shaking with nerves and happiness for an hours afterwards.

IV.
Think of me as seeing myself in the mirror
for the first time
since I cut my hair off.

V.
Think of me as buying clothes and grinning
all day long
because I now possess a shirt
that feels right.

VI.
Think of me being called 'Sir' when I buy my groceries,
and think of me going home and crying from joy
because this is the first time
that I know I am right.