For a second I was on the top of the world,
Sank back to hell
Was I destined to this earth
I came into this world screaming with fear now I just live with it.

I wish,
I could write away the thought of you,
its maddening,
i write to the point of suffocation,
i write with anger,
i write myself into nervous breakdowns
& trembling anxiety,
my words just spiralling out
of control into the abyss,
with nothing,
nothing but emptiness,
i write about you.
more then i should
im done writing.

Perhaps
We we’re
Wishing
For each other
Upon the same star.
⭐️

The touch of your hand was as cold as ice
so was your beautiful mind
I don’t know what made you so cold
I’ll teach you how to love
I’ll teach you how to feel.

The day I stop writing poetry about you
is the day I know that I've moved on.

It’s been a while since I seen you,
But I seen you last night
It appears to me you appeared to me
Within my slumber & it felt so real,
I miss you more then you’ll ever know,
& I know you feel the same,
I believe our souls are intertwined
& your forever mine.
🌙

All those days I wasted crying over you.

I found my soulmate
In a Lover.

Rebel,
Dis-obey,
Break-rules,
Love-freely,
Live-freely,
You deserve to be free.

You were looking at me like a God
Then It came to me,
You’re my religion.

He’s ******* crazy,
Yet,
I loved him all the same.

I became emotion-less so that you could feel.

I loved you,
& perhaps
I love you still
The flame
Perhaps is not extinguished; yet
it burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer you should feel distressed,
Silently & hopelessly
I loved you,
Sometimes so hard, jealous & too shy
I hope you find another who will love you
as tenderly & truthfully as I,
Goodbye.

We lost each other,
By waiting,
Waiting for each other
To show they still cared.
But after all this time
We were poisonous
For each other
Loving the others taste.

I want to write poems
On your skin
With my lips.

The last time I seen you we met with a hi,
the last time I left you we left with a Goodbye.
My darling,
For the last time,
kiss me
Goodbye.

Suddenly I wake
The light floods into the depths of the darkened room
I alone,
watch the sunrise, I sigh and close my eyes with some little hope
today will be better then yesterday,
as the day continues a unexpected feeling of grief comes over me,
my surroundings become slow-motion
there is no escape from this never ending sadness
but the single thought of you my love I'm set free,
time stops,
I smile, knowing my days will get better,
and I'm so thankful you exist.

As I returned from the ashes,
of what you set aflame, Me, everything was burned, the day we stopped talking but I had hope that I could find some piece a trace of you  anything
a letter, love note, a scent
that remained of the ashes of were our memories took place,
with desperation I tore apart everything I  couldn't let the memory of you die and simply fade away i searched and searched
for you in anything I could find,
But after destroying everything, I had to find you .
yet there was nothing. nothing at all except the memories of what
we used to be.
they burned into my soul.

Flogg me,
bind me,
bond me,
devour me,
empower me,
Pour me
Drink me
"Love me".

"Perhaps I'll keep loving you until one day it ends."

The day you left was the day I died.
So I don’t see the point of
Living.

I tripped and cut myself trying to get to catch up to you,
From you running away from me to
Fast,
And now there’s shattered glass glittering everywhere like stars.
And blood on my hands.

I can't overdose if your not there with me.

My dearest,
At last you returned
And I fell into
Your waiting arms
And our kiss was the
Sweetest like the mid-summer rain.

“For you,
I’d do anything.”
Even if that meant corrupting myself.
“For you I would.”

“Maybe that’s what we’re meant to be
A incomplete sentence,
a half written story finished,
Without a ending”

From strangers
To lovers,
To Stranger's.

My love,
Your madness
Has it's way of keeping us together.

If only I could,
I would,
Come over and see you,
Again, again, again...
And
Over, over, over...
Without limitation's,
Without expectation,
I would fall,
Fall, fall, fall...
Endlessly into your arms
And kiss you,
Without reassurance
Without a disturbance.

I once read that explaining is an admission of failure,
Remember when I was on the phone with you all night

Yes,
I loved you,
I loved you insanely to the point of insanity,
To say the least,
I lost myself in something I truly wanted
Which was you,
I lost myself loving you & loving you
Is something I'll never regret.

There,
I look at the others
Yet I can't find anything in them
It's like that,
Here I go with the others
Time passes more badly & fastly
than good
It's like that,
And you,
what are you doing,
are you happy now,
I am there,
in front of you,
always the same
why is it you again
that I love,
You are there,
in front of me,
still the same
why can't I tell you
I love you,
Here I go back to the others
Who love me and whom I don't like
It's like that,
And you,
will find another one,
Do you like it or is it what you think,
There we have nothing,
nothing more to say to each other
I am there, in front of you,
always the same
You see it,
Walking away,
it's you again that I love, that I love
That I love, that I love
You go away and nothing is worth it anymore
Oh why can't I scream
I love you I love you I love

You must have looked so beautiful falling from heaven,
But now,
you are my hell.