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ok okay Mar 2019

My mind is in oblivion
Lost in a sea of thoughts

beep boop my mind is in a loop

#mind #oblivion #thoughts #lost

ok okay Mar 2019

I said I would do it
And you said go ahead

Honestly I thought about it
The fear in your eyes
And tears of regret

Because those words nearly did it
They nearly pushed me to the edge
So think yourself lucky
I haven't killed myself yet

was thinking about 2 years ago when this happened, i wish he just said i care. But i was on my own.

#suicidal #tears #death #fear

ok okay Mar 2019

Apathetic Boy Pt 2

I was feeling apathetic again
And then out of the blue
My emotions took me by surprise
A smile took over my face
Tears met it shortly after
And then all of a sudden
My emotions left again
Perhaps for another day
For reasons I cant understand why

so many name changes recently, tryna find out who i really am

#apathetic #emotions #cry #smile

ok okay Mar 2019

Apathetic Boy

Apathetic boy
Did you take your joy?
All the other good kids did
Now they're laughing at the wall

(Joy is the drug from a game called 'We Happy Few')
Took the idea from a game called 'We Happy Few' never played it but the idea was that the world was ****** beyond fixing and everyone took pills to feel happy

#apathetic

ok okay Mar 2019

Lost My Way

The stars didn't align today
I couldn't even see the moon

ima cry

#lost #stars #moon #home

ok okay Mar 2019

Not a poem(book?)

I have been writing a book for a while now about the issues of the human race and personal issues that me and many others have faced. I havent found a site to publish it yet, however if i were to find a website which anyone could view from, would anyone like to see what I have written so far? Put a lot of effort into writing this so, it would be good to get some advice, ty peoples :)))

ok okay Mar 2019

Sullen Eyes

I looked into the mirror and told myself

'Your eyes look sullen and sleep deprived
Just close them shut
There is no need to cry
Death will come in time'

Later that night
I took my advice
And fell into a nightmare
I felt alone and afraid
But once I awoke
My perspective had changed

I looked back into the mirror and told myself

'Your eyes look sullen and sleep deprived
But never close them
There is no need to hide
Death will come later
You have plenty of time
Live for today and all will be fine'

Based this of a lucid dream I had, one of the scariest feelings i have ever had. But it also is refreshing to have them, strangely. Never presented a poem like this as well so i have no idea if its good, also i changed my name a couple times if anyone is confused, old name was (Daniel)

#lies #truth #death #life #sadness