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bold* what is wrong? Why can't you just be happy? Just let it all go!

Do you not understand that I am trying to be happy and I'm trying to let it all go, but I can't. I'm just going through life pretending to be okay.

bold Why are you such an attention seeker who cannot possibly help yourself? Why do you cut when it's stupid and pointless?

If I do this for attention why do I hide it? Why do I smile and laugh in front of you pretending nothing is wrong? To me it's to help me cope, so I can feel in control of some aspect of my life...

Don't come and accuse me of doing this for attention. There is so much going on in my head that you would never understand. Please do not question or judge me... you may know my name but you do not know my story.
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Lesoulist
Don't
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Lesoulist
Don’t judge me with the book I’ am holding,
Don’t criticize me if I desire to gain wisdom.
When curiosity wraps my head down to my feet,
I know that I am in need to be filled
The fear of lacking ensembles me..
Growing in intelligence entices me..
To be a a woman than a lady encourages me,
To be a person than a human changes me..
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Erin-Taylor
If only I wasn’t so judgmental.
One of my many flaws begins with judging.
I do it so much that it begins to become annoying.
Friends start to leave, and then I have nothing.
Another problem is the Envy.
Always comparing and contrasting others,
To myself and feeling insecure.
Just wanting to throw over the covers.
Wishing to be someone,
Other than yourself is a ***** flaw.
It’s unnatural and is apart,
Of a broken unwritten law.
No one can love,
A girl with such judging eyes.
One that sees herself differently,
Never believing everyone else’s “lies.”
Nobody wants an,
Envious soul.
Or someone’s who’s so jealous,
Her heart is as black as coal.
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Vivienne Luong
They judge how you live,
and once you're dead,
they judge how you died.
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Ishan Kumar
Arguing when wish to be quiet;
Speechless when wish to talk.


Unveiling when wish to conceal;
Expressionless when wish to convey.  


Lost in thoughts when wish to read;
Void of thoughts when wish to write.


Fighting when wish to love;
Fearful when wish to fight.


Lethargic when wish to act;
Unstoppable when wish to restraint.


Holding on when wish to let go;
Surrendered when wish to strive.
Holding on when wish to let go;
Surrendered when wish to strive.
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Ally Ann
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
I wanted to say,
lock yourself in a room,
scream until you have
a poem and no voice.
Open your veins and bleed
until you know that your bones
are pure words and sorrow.
Act as if you slit your own throat
and all you can bleed
are your own regrets
and all of the darkness
you boxed up for inspiration.
Write your mom a letter,
tell her you're leaving
and you won't be back for awhile
Because being a writer is traveling
through all seven layers of Hell
and denying anything is wrong.
Forget loving yourself
when all you have is a pen and paper
fused to your wrist
and Jesus is tapping at your skull
saying turn back now.
Warn the neighbors that if they smell burning
It's just your soul
clawing at the front door trying to get in.
Learn how to be alone.
Learn how to lose everything you have
in order to feel release,
learn how to only feel deceased
from now on.
A friend asked me
how to be a writer.
All I said was
don't
 Jun 2018 Blesseur
Mateuš Conrad
hard to believe...
with but one word...
the remaining
people fall into
            a cohort.
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