it hurt too much to bear

i feel for a blade
hidden in a trusted place

i felt it on my wrist
cold and sharp
thirsty

i feel my tongue under my fingertips
as i went deeper
purging

i felt both my hands
knuckles deep in my hair
pulling

then i felt nothing

nothing but a stinging wrist
a burning throat
and a sore scalp

but at least my soul was numb

for now.

You love my light, but can you embrace my darkness?
My madness, my neurosis, my insecurities?
You love my laugh, but can you love my tears and my scars and my pain as deeply as you love my joy?
You're willing to bask in my glistening iridescent infinite divine red aura splattered in gold tones...but will you be there when I'm unable to lift myself from the abyss of my ever churning, ever condemning, overthinking mind?
You want to celebrate my successes, but are you willing not to be overly critical of my failed attempts?
Are you willing to encourage me and believe in me when I can't do it for myself?
I'm simultaneously
happy and sad,
hot and cold,
unfettered and bound,
knowing and ignorant,
open and closed,
sure and unsure,
deep and shallow,
obsessed and unconcerned
...can you handle that?
Can you handle me?
Is it too dizzying of a realization that every part of me has a deep opposing counterpart?
Will you stay?
Will you leave? If so- I've just given you permission to do whatever you feel that you need...

You can't have my light without my darkness. You can't have my joy and discard my pain. You can't have my sanity without my insanity. You can't gather the things that you like and discard the ugly parts, further fragmenting my already fragmented soul...

Every part of me longs to feel the warmth of the sun
Every part of me longs to shown off like a most prized possession
Every part of me longs to be nurtured and cared for and protected and validated
Not by everyone- but by YOU
I don't need them. I just need you
Every part of me longs to be seen by you
felt by
loved by
You.

Every. Part.

See my heart, ******* thoughts, feel the colors of my memories

Into me see

Intimacy

~KiCo!

Waiting *****
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A̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅p̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅g̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅-̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅d̲̲­̷̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅p̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅p̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ 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̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅T̷̲̲̲̿̅H̷̲̲̲̿̅E̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅k̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅p̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅d̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅j̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅v̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅m̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅f̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅i̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅n̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅b̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅j̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅s̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅x̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅c̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅l̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅w̷̲̲̲̿̅h̷̲̲̲̿̅a̷̲̲̲̿̅t̷̲̲̲̿̅ ̷̲̲̲̿̅y̷̲̲̲̿̅o̷̲̲̲̿̅u̷̲̲̲̿̅'̷̲̲̲̿̅r̷̲̲̲̿̅e̷̲̲̲̿̅
Expecting

How many times can you break someones heart?
When is too many?
Who decided that people should fall for each other
only to later fall from each other?