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queen of hearts Sep 2018
I wish I wasn’t so good at overcoming struggles.
I wish I could fall apart just once and not be able to put the pieces back the way I found them.
Oh, how I wish I could feed my pain and let it grow into the garden I bury myself in.

Now that..
that would be impressive.
queen of hearts Jul 2018
I’ll give the pages my emotions
cause you don’t want them.
I’ll give my love to my ******* self
cause you don’t know how.
I’ll find a love that reciprocates
cause I deserve it.
I may be alone
but all you’ll ever be is lonely
queen of hearts Jul 2018
It ended cause it should have.
It broke because it did.
I left because I had to.
It’s exactly what it is.
I feel nothing that I shouldn’t.
Because nothing needs to be fixed,
because there’s not a thing that’s broken,
because it is all that it is.
I’ll start over cause I have to.
I’ll move on because I should.
Because all of this means so much less
than all I thought it would.
  Jul 2018 queen of hearts
Bec
The first time
you said you loved
me, it was as if
I had been pulled aboard
a life raft after being
lost at sea. But
I see now that this
raft is littered with
holes and
we are sinking, but
you are convinced
that your love is a
teacup to scoop out
the water pooling around
my ankles and you will save
us, but the teacup has a crack
down one side and
do you see where I
am going with this?
A tablespoon of water
will never put out
a forest fire; I am burning
through acres.
queen of hearts Jul 2018
your love runs dry
it always rains
you’re the reason
for my worst days
the blues I choose
the shades of gray
you paint the sky
on my darkest days
I hate you most
but I hate the way
you’re still the sun
on my perfect days
queen of hearts May 2018
maybe
it wasn't supposed to end

or start

maybe I'm hopeful when I shouldn't be
and I don't leave when I should
so maybe
it's me
.
maybe I'm too friendly
maybe I drink too much
maybe I go out too often
and maybe I don't care enough
maybe I move too fast
and maybe I'm confused
but I swear
maybe
it's just me
.
maybe I'm weak
maybe I'm just lonely
maybe I know what I need
but maybe
I don't want it
maybe I'm just rambling
and maybe I'm naive

but I swear

I meant to write this about you
but maybe it's just me
.
this one hurt a little
queen of hearts May 2018
I don’t want your pity
and I don’t want your love
leave me here to rot
so I can live with all I’ve done

leave me here to wonder
leave me here alone
don’t trust me with your heart
cause I don’t trust me with my own

I’m not the one you asked for
I promise that you’ll see
I don’t break promises
promises break me

temptations get the best of me
and I’ll never choose you
keep your ******* distance
or you’ll end up a victim too
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