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Here i sit heartbroken and dead
My last bit of blood for u i wud shed
I wud fight until i cant fight anymore
I wud walk beyond the limit as my feet get sore
I wud do just about anything wen it comes to u
I wud do so much tht u wudnt kno tht id do
If we were a couple i wud go out of my way
Jus to say to u "hav a nice day"
I wud treat u lik the only ******* earth
U jus dont kno how much to me u r worth
I want to cherish my life with u 
Its jus the fact tht u dnt even hav a clue
If we were together i wud keep one half of my hart and give the other to u 
Only so tht wen were together its not in two
Choices r needed in life
Choices r needed to find a wife
Choices r needed each year
Choices r needed to prevent fear
Choices r needed every month
Choices r needed to hav triumph
Choices r needed in every week
Choices r needed wen ur at the peak
Choices r needed in every day
Choices r needed In every way
Choices r needed in every hour
Choices r needed wen problems tower
Ever since we met its lik i kno who u r
Its lik we are locked togethr on a shelf in a little jar
Ever since we hugged i feel so squeezed
Were missing a kiss my lips u wud tease
Ever since we held hands i never want to let go
If I still held on our path wud stay aglow
But now my path is dark and my feet are sore 
Ever since this all started i knew tht i hav had this feeling before
I dont think i can find true love any time soon
If i keep trying my heart will blow up lik a balloon
I cud just stay emotionally stable for a bit
Bcuz if i dont in my chest there will soon be a slit
I love listening to ur heavenly voice
I wud listen to it all day if i had a choice
This one is for a certain girl I have been talking to over the weekend. Im trying to prove myself to her.
When I met you I felt something in my heart
It felt like a wall of flame that wont let us part
It made me feel warm inside on cold days
If you ever began to walk out on me id become billy mays
Id stop you and say "but wait theres more"
I would explain how you would destroy my core
Love is something you try your hardest to hold on to
But unfortunately you dont know it but its slipping away from you
After all the hard work you went through to get it
It betrays you turns around and in your face it will spit
It warns you that it will leave if you dont show your love 
If you ignore it will leave you if you dont do all of the above
Then without it you feel as if you were dumb or stupid
So you do all you can to get it bak you even call on cupid
You then convince cupid and he says you hav 3 tries
But you constantly miss bcause your love denies
Cupid says "give it time" it will come back
Then you realize that is all you lack
You have no patience when it comes to waiting
You rush through relationships thats why you cant keep dating
So you give your heart a break you stay stable for a while
Then your love comes back crying tears in a pile
You let it in because you cant stay apart
The lesson learned is you cant live without a heart
Without a heart you cant be in love
Its not a wedding if there is no dove
Hatred is what develops once your lust for love has faded away,
Hatred is what makes your heart slowly decay,
Hatred erases the heart and leaves a black hole,
Hatred discards every other emotion and acts as the main role,
Hatred is one of my favorite allies as of today,
I wish Hatred was a person cause I know they would stay,
Im usually not the type to even associate myself with anything but joy,
But as of now I guess you can call me a new boy,
I have learned many truths and lies towards my own existence,
This essence of hatred has overcome my resistance,
Hatred can take many forms but mine is through poetry,
I used to express much love but that part of me died recently,
Ever since day 1 he was truly determined to play,
If I met him our friendship would never decay,
I once did volleyball myself whenI was younger,
Winning a single game won't satisfy his hunger,
I would run with him on that mountain every day,
I would see to it that he never feels grey,
I would want to be his greatest friend without drama,
But that spot has been taken by Kageyama,
They teach us how even enemies can become great allies,
Everyone of their games together are quite a surprise,
Today your all that will be on my mind
A place for me in your heart I must find
All I want to do today is see you smile
My love for you lasts longer than the Nile 
If you were mine and I was yours
There wouldn't be locks on any closed doors
We wouldn't hav e to lie we wouldn't keep secrets
The relationship would be continuous with no quits
We would always make contact
We would stay together no matter the impact
Its just though as if u dont feel the same 
Just to let you know my love will never be a game
If it were when it comes to you you have extra lives
If you almost drown even though I cant swim I would dive
Its only been a few hours and im feeling kind of sour
I shuould have did something sweet like gave you a flower
Me seeing you smile is like a dog recieving a treat
If my heart was bitter and met you it wud be sweet
I remember spinning you at the park with full care
As you spun graciously your hair would blow in the air
Im upset towards myself i never make a move
If I ever said I loved you i wud be able to prove
I dont think i can ever forgive myself tho
All of my chances to try i let slide or go
Lost in a cold world of hate
To think tht i hav a life without a mate
I dont think tht life will ever be the same
Well the best thing is she actually knos my name
Love is a necessity I have not yet acquired,
Not long from now my Heart will become expired,
It has the same mindset and will power as I,
I continuously ask myself over and over Why,
To this day I know not of why I **** at love,
It slides through my hand like a fingerless glove,
I could never hold onto it no matter how much I wanted to,
I would always hold my breath until I turned blue,
Life is nothing without someone to share it with,
It's said that everyone has love somewhere but for me that's a myth,
Well now I shall bring this poem to an end,
All I want is someone to share life with kinda like a friend,
I wud never let u go 
If i did o how i wud miss u so
I wud never forgive myself
I cant just take my heart out and put it on a shelf
Il be alone without u next year 
I wont have anybody to love without having u near 
Wen i c u u bring sunshine into my  rainy days
To a plain donut u wud be the glaze
U make my life to live for
To be honest ur the one i adore
I remember the first time i was gonna ask u out
I heard u went with ryan so i began to pout
I was so upset i didnt kno wat to do 
My emotions then went from green to red to blue
I was down in the dumps
My heart went from jumps to thumps to slumps
I began to dislike ryan
I began to wait but it lasted an entire lifespan
Living life without love is pointless,
It's what I'm doing thats what I have first to confess,
I don't serve a purpose for anyone I know,
If I left I don't think I would disrupt the flow,
I like for people to think that I'm nothing but happy,
But I just feel like there is something wrong with me,
I might have great friends but I don't feel like I belong,
Don't even bother asking what is wrong,
I still have to figure that out myself,
As I have said many times my heart is going on a shelf,
I'm still gonna be a "nice" person to you,
Only because I really don't know what to do,
All I want is for everyone around me to be happy,
I feel as if the only thing stopping that is me,
On that note I must continue my search for love,
Either that or I can fly away like a dove,
Death to me is the loss of all love,
This adds on to what Im currently thinking of,
If one doesn't have love can they truly die,
Or do they postpone their existence by saying goodbye,
If one cannot die are they even alive,
I haven't yet answered but yet I will strive,
If they truly didn't have love they're not considered human,
And if that's the case Im no human either where should I begin,
Was I ever alive throughout these years,
It was such a waste to shed all those tears,
Now that I'm not human those tears don't have any purpose,
Thinking about that pretty much leaves me wordless,
Now think to yourself are you human or not,
Keep your love because it may be the only thing left that you've got.
This one goes out to a special someone that's on my mind,
Even if I were to go blind she would still be easy to find,
I would listen to the half of heart that is in my possession,
I have given her the other For that is my first confession,
Now the things I love about her so much,
Her thighs for when we hug I have something to clutch,
Her Eyes shine the light through my darkness,
When I talk to her I plan it out kinda like chess,
We have the most fun when were together,
I could carry her over my back because she is as light as a feather,
I love her more than I love myself because I'm not conceded,
We give eachother the love that we have always needed,
She is the parade that displays my happiness,
To seal our love all we have to do is kiss,
I would spend the rest of my life with her if I had the choice,
The only thing holding me back is the words don't come with my voice,
It's easy to say over the phone but thats a disgrace,
The only thing is it's hard to say when were face to face,
I'm a quiet peaceful person but I am also shy,
Not being able to say the words makes me want to cry,
But no tear shall shed from my little eye, 
My love for her will stay everlasting not even until the day I die,
Even when I die my love shall fight on,
It will stay strong forever from dusk to dawn,
Self Acceptance is a challenging task,
Its not as simple as throwing on a mask,
You have to actually go through a lot,
Right when you think you have it you noticed you missed a spot,
Then your sent back to square one,
The path towards self acceptance isnt fun,
I truly don't have self acceptance and have no need for it,
My emotions **** me in like a bottomless pit,
Still to this day I technically see no purpose for myself,
Maybe its time to store my emotions on a shelf,
People like how nice I am but the inner me slowly chips away,
I want those around me to be happy so the price I must pay,
Why me
Self rejection mostly occurs when your a teen,
There is you, rejection but friends in between,
Your "good" friends keep you from the thought of it alone,
Without friends you have to deal with it on your own,
You see...self rejection isn't easy to hide,
I personally try but only hurt my pride,
Keeping secrets from your friends isnt the best idea,
Friends arent replacable you cant buy them from Ikea,
My friends can easily see if Im depressed or sad,
They're practically the only ones that make me glad,
Friends give you something to live for,
Some of my friends I personally adore,
My friend recommended
I softly kiss your neck and bite your collar bone,
You tightly grip the bed as you start to softly moan,
I kiss down your body and lick your ******* in a circle,
You hold your breath and start to turn purple,
I kiss you and stick my tongue in your throat,
Your ***** is the ocean and my **** is the boat,
Its almost time to go along the shore,
But first let me find out if my tongue can do some more,
I kiss your thigh then I push my tongue against your ****,
I wiggle it in place like there is no time to quit,
You comb your fingers through my hair pulling my face in,
I go faster as if it's a race and I'm going to win,
I feel you getting wet as my tongue moves,
This is way better than your finger my tongue proves,
I get up and rub my **** across the surface to tease,
I put it in slowly to keep your mind at ease,
I continue to go deeper and deeper listening to your non-stop sound,
I grab your hips shove it in and then begin to pound,
I go faster and faster listening to our skin clap,
I turn you to your side lifting up your leg exploring the rest of the map,
I put you face down, arch your back and grab your hips,
I realize that your thighs are almost as soft as your lips,
I pull your arms back and start to put it in a little slow,
You look back at me and in your eyes I see a perfect glow,
I push it in even more and you moan out my name,
I pull you all the way back looking at you trying to tame,
I grab your hips and start to grind against you,
Every time I pull back it goes back in like were stuck with glue,
You grab my hand and squeeze like there is no tomorrow,
I begin to make waves go up your back with a nice flow,
I flip you over and grab your sides as I look in your beautiful eyes,
I wrap your legs around my hips for a big surprise,
Them pick you up and put your back against the wall,
I ******* up the wall as you claw at my back like I'm a doll,
I like the pain so I keep going as I bite your neck,
You moan uncontrollably but this is only one card in my deck,
I put your legs on my shoulders while I **** your ****,
I lick your **** intensely and start to spit,
I open your legs and force my tongue against your **** once more,
I can feel so much of you its like your melting to the core,
It all starts when you 1st see her beautiful face
You then treat her like a test your trying to ace 
You try to talk but she is busy and in a rush
You then become dedicated because shes now your crush
You think that if you get her number you could explain 
But every time you try she is busy again and again 
You then become impatient so you then ask 
But she reads it and never attempts the task 
Seconds into minutes into hours into days 
Your waiting as she finds her way through the maze 
You then lock your heart away and try to move on 
But you cant due to the trap you have stepped upon
The only thing is you set the trap
You sent her through the maze and forgot about the map 
Now you are stuck and know the cost
You 2 are separated because she is in the maze lost
The passing of frends comes from the coming of news
They will leave u alone wanting to sing the blues
I just recently lost my best frend to the spec of dust he calls his girlfrend
I hav no problem i told him not to expect me to be nice until it comes to an end
The thing is we were wingbros
But wings can be stripped into solos
Seperated by a spec of dust  blowing in the wind
I wish wen he chose his brain would hav spinned
It wud hav tossed and turned
So tht a ****** relationship wud not hav been earned
I luv the way ur hair flows as u walk past me
I try not to luk as tho i cannot c
Wen u smile an angel gets its wings
Wen i c ur smile i can hear the angel as it sings
Ur eyes r lik 2 pools of undiscovered spaces
I cud get lost in them meet new ppl go to new places
Ur curves r lik the waves of an ocean
I cud notice them even if u arent in motion
Ur thighs r handles easy to grip
As we hug and meet lip to lip
I cant trust myself wen im with u
I wud hav sumthn ether gud bad or inapropriat to 
It wud make u happy sad mad or *****
U wud want to hug me kiss me slap me or *** me
It depends on a question i wud ask u in evry way
Ur reaction revolves around how gud was ur day
The wait only occurs to the most loving and caring,
The ones who have a heart and don't mind sharing,
They believe they can wait for their so called love,
But she skips him and goes for all of the above,
She neglects his feelings and emotions for her,
She notices them but in the trash she would stir,
The boy ignores the shutdown and stays positive,
Because he can't see a world without her that he would live,
He pours his feelings into her lap,
But little did he know she thought they we're crap,
The boy constantly pursues the girl,
But after a while he wants to give up and in a ball he would curl,
He chooses to stop and never like anyone again,
Whenever he sees her he walks away after ten,
He avoids her not knowing she wants to talk,
Then after a while she begins to stalk,
Now the tables have turned and she must wait,
The only thing she can count on now is fate,
The boy figures this out and just wants to die,
For now his love is taken by another guy,
Love is a piece of heven placed on earth to put us through hell
Love is dark magic and we are all under it's spell
Wenever i think of u i feel sunshine evaporating my rain
Wenever i c ur beautiful smile i c an upside down rainbow
Wenever we r 2gether i am the old man and u r the cane
I need u to support me thru my life full of sorrow
It occurs when your talking to someone that means alot to you
When you have nothing to say so you look down at your shoe
Then your crush actually says hi are you ok
You say yes how was your day as you think about wat next to say
You have a meaningful conversation until you choke in surprise
She says something but you just cant believe your eyes
I personally choke when i talk to girls all the time
Wow how rich I would be if every time it happened I got a dime

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