Loneliness fills my heart
It yearns for some affection
As the leaves fall during equinox
This lowly ***** starts to frail
I am losing myself
I cannot control this feeling
I want to disappear
Please, take me with you

It is too late my dear
You cannot mend my wounds
Not when you were the one
That caused them
I was alone, in pain, in need
For affection I would never get
You left me
Yet you feel the need to be forgiven
I cannot allow that
I wish for you to experience
The heartbreak would feel like a lifetime
But in fact lasted a year

You tell me I should take care of myself
Why does it concern you?
Is it because you are afraid of what they might think?
Don’t worry
I won’t embarrass you
I’d rather leave

I am selfish
So selfish
Holding onto you as if you were mine
I can’t see you with someone else
But I know, you will never be mine
We like to pretend, that much is true
Are we really ready after all we’ve been through?
Don’t leave me
My heart can’t take it
Let me go
Maybe that way it’ll work
Love me
Hate me
Desire me
Despise me
I will take anything you offer love

You dedicated it to me
Broke ideals on what good music was
My ears would never get tired of it
Heart beating to that unforgettable rhythm

I keep waiting for your name to
Pop up on my phone,
I must be daydreaming again