I'm feeling so much better
Now that I can call you mine
I can't get you- off my mind
You are the #1 contender

Nah.. I'm just kidding
You are the only one that is-
On my mind

Suprised that you like me
Because there is no such thing as guarantees
If you were to see my past
You would see what I mean

But I've never been so certain
About this thing we call "love"
But I'm pretty sure
That you are my angel sent to me-
From above

I am crushing hard
This caught me- so off guard
I have never felt this way

I haven't found the words to
Tell you
How I really feel
About you

I'm scared
That you won't like me
In the same- way

I haven't found the words to
Tell you
How I really feel
About you

I hope you feel- the same way
Every time we say goodbye
I want to say-
Please stay

Darkness will never overcome light,
as long as there is hope we will have a reason to fight,
we will not fall off the face of the earth,
we will show them what we are worth

stars will always shine,
when everything is on the line,
someone will be with you- along for the ride,
someone will always be by your side

life can get hectic,
and at times you fall desperate,
at the end of the day you are standing on your own two feet,
because you realize that life isn't sour but sweet

I moved on from the past
A long time ago
Because time travels fast
When you go with the flow

I moved with the currents
That make up the sea
I want everyone to know
That I'm the best I can be

I'm showing the world
That I'm worth it
Going to leave them so
F* up and confused

Can't wait to see the shock
That devours their face

When they realize
That I'm standing
On the top of the world today..

I'm looking down...
Smiling
Because I know
That I won this game

I think he has found a girl that will treat him right
Who will be there to the end of time
I think she is the one that will turn his life around
The reason he will never frown

She will treat him better then I ever did
A heart like hers was needed
I'm sure she will never kick him to the curb
And I hope that people do not disturb

What they have,
I don't care about the past,
They are meant to be,
And their happiness is most important to me

My grave is dug deeper
Trying to make me- disappear
But being buried alive-
isn't my biggest fear

I took your hand
And tried to make you mine
Because I've been here for you-
Since the beginning of time

But I lost you
No I gave you up
And then all this fighting
Did erupt

I would do anything
To have you in my arms- again
But I'd be lucky
to have you as my friend

I miss you
And
Want you to know
How I feel

A part of me dies
When you say good bye
If she makes you happy
Then I will be alright

But if she brings
You pain..
I would want to tell you
That You Had It Coming

I've waited here all this time
Told you I wanted to make you mine
And for a moment you loved me too
But there is no getting through to you

I was a little girl
Only eight years old
Full of innocence
In a world so cold

Bad things- happen everyday
If only we could have it
Some other way

Wish that I-
Could turn back time
And make sure that I got
An eye for an eye

The things-that you are forced to do
No one knows what you've been through

But they are still-quick to judge you
Maybe it's time
to try something new
Just know that I'm moving on
I'm over you.

EX
You broke me down,
And never came around,
We kissed than broke up,
The fighting would erupt
-------------------
      Sam
It was a normal day,
When he walked in front of me,
Like he wanted me to see

he said that I am beautiful
and intellectual
---------------------
           EX
you said you wouldnt miss me,
Now go away and let me be
---------------------
          Sam
It wa last night,
When he said that he loves me, that I saw some light
he held me in the hallway,
If only I could stay

In summertime, our love is charming, like roses swaying in the breeze.
In wintertime, our love is warm- the embrace from head to toe.

If skies are blue, our love must be true- two people connected as one.

When spring flowers bloom, our love is playful, like green petals on a clover.
When autumn leaves fall, our love stands tall, shining bright from day to night.

From the day we met, til the day we die, our love will continue to delight. From season to season I will love you always! My one- my only love.

My heart is breaking
With every step I take
What if- I turn out to be
Some big mistake

I never do-
Anything right
I am hanging on
With my very last might.

I am about to give up
And throw in the towel
But maybe it is the best I can do
At least for a little while

I have this picture of you
Sitting right in front of my face
I can't believe -what happened-
just yesterday

I thought that-you cared
You told me not to worry
I thought that you were sorry
But I guess that's just another reason
Why I was so scared

I'm so tired
Of all the stupid games
That you  have been playing

I thought that you really wanted
To be
with me again
But I guess I was just stupid

That i never caught the red flag

being held by a rusty cage no longer,
experiencing this world much more,
and feeling so much strong,
than I ever could have before you

before I was living,
in a dark world,
thought that I had nothing to offer,
until you came around

always thinking loneliness was my fate,
all day I'd do nothing but waste,
until you showed me that it's not too late,
and our love keeps me from hate

you scared away the demons,
that haunted my life,
now I am happily living,
with you by my side

one minute closer
until we say
our final good byes

one moment closer
until we part
separate ways
I hope that you
will always remember
that I love you

but the clock is ticking
time is almost up
and one day - I hope
we will meet again
or I can always
pretend

Life
A clock
Ticking away

Each second
Passes
Another second
Closer to death

There is
No guarantee
That we will live
To see tomorrow

So stop
Taking advantage
Of time
Because time
Can not be replaced

two days I have been thinking that Im going insane,
my choices I had to explain,
passed out twice in one day,
stress what more can I say?

two days of sadness and pain
but like they say "no pain,no gain"
I dont mean to hurt the people I do
i guess it is contagious like the flu

at the nurses,at home, I dont feel any different,
so sit back and enjoy the entertainment;
I found someone who is real,
I might just tell : how i feel

the day you left,
flashes in my eyes,
now you are back-who would have guessed?,
this time I will make sure that there is no goodbye

I remember the first day,
I sat there and cried,
and I knew that there was nothing I could say,
a part of me died

thank you for giving me another chance,
for bringing me up again,
you woke me up from this trance,
and now that you are here I can't complain

I am a revelation of God,
and a reflection of elegance and class,
to many I am their leader,
I focus on my personal independence

I can tend to be very passionate,
and can be very compassionate,
I can be very romantic,
my personalities are very magnetic

I may easily fall in love,
but I can be easily hurt,
and that's why I can be quick-tempered

turn out the light
Her wrath is blinding me
bring on the night
save me from the monster... I used to be

let my true colors shine
put my life on the line
please don't let my mamma see
what her criticism does to me

I have spent all my life
trying to be that perfect angel
my momma raised me to be

but I threw that to the side
became what I wanted to be
but I should have listened to my mommas advice
being grown up is not what it is cracked up to be

I've given up on love
And on life
Be very afraid when I turn off the light
And when I sit alone,in the dark at night

I try to hide how I feel
Because everyone gets depressed
When I am being real

I lost the only true man in my life
The guy that showed me
What true love was like

He is my grandpa
He is my knight
He is the reason that I continue to fight

The only man
I will ever please
Because he is the only man
That will ever love me

I'm starting to realize how things are meant to be,
don't bother opening any doors from me,
only four true friends,
oh Please the world isn't going to end

I would rather have one real friends than a bunch of fakes,
deceive and deprive me, i will lie and say it is okay, but escape before it is too late,
I'll always have a open heart,
ready for the possibility of a new start

for my future I have a plan,
interruptions i will no longer stand,
I work hard for what i get,
I would rather work than get them for free instead

Life is a card game
You try to play by strategy
You make the best of the cards
That you have been dealt

But sometimes you are given
One too many cards

And with one missed movement
What was once standing
Will tumble down

stuck in the middle,
I want to cry,
because I don't want to say goodbye,

I really want to be civil,
but I can't make up my mind

which person is right,
which person is wrong,
I'll find out tonight,
when the wind knocks out their light,

Now I stand by the bay,
and I am sending one of them away.

Don't know if my decision was wise,
you can see the uncertainty in my eyes,
should I go after and plea,
that they will stay with me?

Miles away by now,
I lost my opportunity.

The broken side walks
Are broken beyond repair
They will need replaced

The number 16
A constant reminder
Of what happened five
Short months ago

A lot has happened
Since he passed
Should have made- the time count
While it lasted

But instead-I took everything
For granted
And now I am left-
Completely stranded

Along way from home.

I have built myself
From ashes
Others will not determine
My fate

Tired of being the girl
In the shadows
I will
Take your breath away

Your opinion
No longer matters
It is
Dead to me

I will rise
To the occasion
And defeat
My inner enemy

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We have talked about it for awhile
He looks at me and I do nothing but smile
When the time comes we both chicken out
And I sit there in doubt

We sit in dead silence
It is so bad that I can hear sirens
I have kisses other guys before
But they all left and shut the door

Should I be willing to take the chance
It is like forgetting how to dance
It is like going from ten to zero
I guess I'll find out tomorrow

Dated for two months
Before we parted ways
I wanted to try something new
But I had no clue- what it would do to you.

You have stuck by me
For the past two years.
And here we are
Together again.
After all this time
I get to call you mine

After many broken hearts
We found our way
Into each others arms again

I don't want to lose you.
And we may be 13 hours apart.
But you will always have
A special place in my heart

One day
We will meet face to face.
And I will get to tell you-
That I love you everyday

my hearts being pulled-
in many different directions
piece by piece- it breaks

I wonder how I'm staying strong
how I survived for this long
I know that they deserve better
then me
and if that is the way this ends
then let it be

I'm in this battle
It is me vs. me
my heart points me towards something
then my head drags me back
into what might be reality

I can't take much more
my soul is soaring
but my body lays lifeless
on the floor

He's got you high on a pedestal
Too bad you aren't faithful to him

You are using him -
To get to me

You've got him wrapped around your finger

But who do you think you're fooling?

You are using him to get to me

But I've got bad news
It's not going to happen
Because
I'm so over him

So stop trying
To use him
To get to me

put things on the line,
most of the time,
don't know if things will go as planned,
I continue this journey through-out the land

things are never going to be easy,
to this day I live in uncertainty,
things will never be set in stone,
some things will plan out on their own

My heart beats much like the beat of a drum,
No matter where we are. as long as we are together. i am glad that I came along,
This is something i call young love,
It is more beautiful than any song a bird has sung

i know that he won't hurt me,
I know that he will never leave,
So stop and stare,
And know that I still care

you are there to comfort me,
And that is when i know that this isn't a dream

a deep lovers kiss,
lays such beauty on my lips,
since the first nights kiss

the weeping window breaks
washing away past mistakes
the thunder claps
and the lighting strikes
threatening to shut off your light

the Rain-
cries a river
the Wind-
tries to catch its breath
Human-
just trying to get a break

and while the cards are stacked
in someone else's favor
I'm stuck-
doing their hard labor.

So many things-
We complain about in life
It is time- that we
Stop taking things so light

Now and days
Everything is a game
But I know
I don't want it to remain this way

A world of violence
A world of loss
Destruction-
Is the ultimate cost.

Choking me
Until the day I die
While others just sit back
And stand by

My soul is being pulled
Down a  dark tunnel
Which goes on forever
Until i reached
The final destination

Death

your heart was once sealed
kept behind a metal shield
until something beautiful came into your life
it is the reason you are still alive

music gives you what words cannot
and for some reason- my heart it caught
how it relates to your situation
it united all the nations

and to know someone else is going through the same thing
oh how it can be so comforting
and when things go wrong
just sit and sing a blissful song

After rain falls
And ***** out the life
Another thing is born
Through out the night

I was tired of hiding in darkness
I was afraid of the fight
I was afraid of what was waiting
For me
When I turned on the light

But i cannot be afraid
Of what I can not see
But rather be happy
Of what may lay ahead of me

My heart lies in your hands,
your happiness will always be my command,
I will not cause you any pain,
because what would I have to gain

because of you I rose from my grave,
I am so happy that you choose me to save,
with-out you I would be just another fish in the sea,
boy you have no clue how much you mean to me

I promise to never leave your side,
because with-out you I wouldn't survive,
thank you for everything that you have done for me,
your love is the reason that I was set free

Stuck in the middle,
you want to cry,
don't want to say goodbye,
you really want to be civil

which person is right?
I will found out tonight,
I will be sad if I choose the wrong way,
I will make my decision sitting by the bay

I know the one I make will be the best for me,
so all of you can let me be,
I am my own person, and I control my life,
Letting you control me-just wouldn't be right

Someone that  you used to know,
one little mistake,
they are gone away with- when the wind blows,
want to say sorry but you are a little too late

didn't mean to hurt them,
but I can't help who I am,
they will get over it in time,
for now I just continue to climb

been ignored maybe once or twice,
sat here and heard about all the lies,
time passed,
and now they are back in my life

the world grows darker
as time flies by,
it will not stop for a second,
will not give me a second to breathe

it is like it is suffocating me,
things pile up one by one,
but there is not enough time to get it all done

the walls I build...
keep me trapped in my own mind

I need to escape
from this treacherous place

I will not  waste
one more second this way

So many things
To be- thankful for
But with desire
It flies out the door

Why can't we appreciate
The things we already have?
Would you die
If they were cut in half?

It's the time of year
To spread some Christmas cheer
So hold on to everything
That you hold dear

Life will never
Be an easy breeze
But with your help
It might go on- with a little more ease

tonight was the night                                                    at first nothing went right.                                                           ­                                                        silence filled the air,                                                             ­                                                              bad luck I would say that I had my fair share.                                                           ­                                                                 ­                       he looked like he was going to cry....                                                          ­                                       sadly I knew why.                                                             ­                                                                 hugged him a total of five times                                                            ­                                             sitting here thinking I don't have to make up lines that rhyme                                                            ­                                                                 ­                      he gently removed the hair from my face,                                                            ­                                                                 ­                        it was a dream he decided to chase,                                                           ­                                        he leaned in and kissed my lips,                                                            ­                                            he put his hands on my hips

You marked a place in my heart
Ever since the very start
You have always known-
exactly what to say
When you knew that-
I wasn't having-
a great day

You are so talented
And I have been- so blessed
To have- you in my life
Someone to talk to
Although the night

You are family
The closest person to me
I just wanted to say- thank you
For everything that you do

He was ******, because I turned him down
Now I am making him look like a clown
I was told to get my drama off the page
But he deleted me anyway

Guess what I am back,
And I am not going back down that track,
This one is for him
Know that lying is a sin

God knows who is right
So I won't even bother to fight
Hope you enjoy seeing the hundreds of views
And know that this is all because of you