It's strange to be happy
When sadness has been my life
overcoming the pain I experienced
Has made me a stronger man
The love I have to give  
Will create another storm
Let the skies turn Black and gray
Let the pain boil up
I will always withstand the adversity
Bring on the best you have

my sweet darling,
this is my confession to you --
to not be with you
to not go out and look for you
is the most difficult challenge
and the hardest form of love
i will ever do.

i lost the other half of my self within you
and i have not been able to get it back
ever since
you and  i
fell apart.

i know you do not want me to seek for you
i know you want me to let you go
and i have, in all the ways i can
but my heart cannot,
my mind cannot set you free
for i bound myself to you and only you
for ages to last.

and though some days i attempt to unchain myself,
it is you,
ultimately,
only you,
and your love --
that can set me free.


if you choose to love me right this time,
and destiny decides to tear us apart,
then i will know --
i shall know,
that you've set me free,
the universe and you,
have set me free.

These feelings of love
Make us throw off contentment
To find something more

You used to love me
But I never used to love
Who I used to be

he says, "i love you"

goodbyes are not my forte...

"i love you too, dude"

"He was my whole heart..."

Her tears caressing her face.

"I am so empty..."



"He was everything",

"Now he's gone, what do I do?"

She sits quiet now.



Fading in her haze

She drifts darker down her hole,

dodging her feelings.



Finally it comes,

stale words limping from her lips,

"...Because I loved him..."*



Unrequited love.

I  sit with you in silence.

Mending broken wings.



I think to myself.

Only one question remains,

...But did he love you?