Kicked to the curb
Like yesterday's garbage
Didn't think it could
Get any worse
But even the trash truck
Wouldn't take me
It just rolled on by

My happiest days
are embedded on my soul.
In my final moments
I shall play them back,
like a film running through my mind
counting my blessings
for the stars of each scene.

To me you are,
The first drop of snow on winter's day,
The warm sun shining on my face,
The beauty of the leaves blowing in the autumn wind,
The first daffodil in springtime.
You are the day, you are the night.
You light up my soul,
By just being you.

Now I’m gone
Don’t question why,
don’t think what you could to change me.
I had to go,
the monster came and took me away.
For I could no longer fight him
and the pain he brought me.
Your love helped me through the darkest of days
and the longest of nights.
Just know this
I know longer feel pain,
I am free and I will always be with you in your heart.
Remember the days before the monster came,
the days we laughed until we cried
And loved with all our hearts.
Those long beautiful days
filled with colour and warmth.
When you hear the wind
blow through the leaves on a warm autumn’s day,
or feel the sun shine down
warming your face.
I am with you, happy and free.

" Cut yourself"

Just a cut
Just a scratch
"What's that mark?"
"It was the cat."
Just an excuse
Just a lie
"What's with all the bracelets?"
" Just fashion, why?"
Just a tear
Just a scream
" Why were you crying?"
"Just a bad dream."
But it's not just a cut, or a tear, or a lie
It's 'just one more' until you die

Your friendship
has calmed the storm that ravaged inside.
Your love
has extinguished the fire in my head.
Your laughter
has evaporated the tears in my eyes.
All that remains is calmness
Thankyou.