I know that for now you don't see much
In yourself, and that the touch
Of God on your head seems quite far
You still cry each day so hard
The clouds are struggling to keep up
And you just went all in pre-flop
On yourself, in life, decided to become a giver
To yourself, flow with the river
Play the cards you have been given
And the devil's bluffing well
Deceiving you people can tell
How horrible you're deep inside
And you can try but you can't hide
Your real self, maybe only from yourself
But they all see,
You are despair and scarcity
And doomed to die a nobody
But just you wait, the love you seek
Will be revealed on the fourth street
You'll see him back away a bit
You'll see some hope and all his *******
And just before the river comes
He'll give it all his chips and curse
The blessings coming up,
Trying to make you give up
Do not turn back, you know your worth
You have been love ever since birth
Keep your conviction, show your cards
The river will make him run yards
And you will flow and see that your scars
Are actually part of the compass
Guiding you to the love inside
About one thing he was right
From yourself you cannot hide
And now you see quite easily
The love and freedom that you seek
Were all in you straight from the start
Congrats, that is actually the whole ***
You won't hear it outside heaven but
God is amazed, screams out your name
And just says "****, what a nice play".
_M.
