Patience isn't truly the walk of life. Or even the shame for not convincing yourself that everything up until this very point in time...is how it is supposedly meant to be. But this is the first example towards not telling yourself the truth about the very illusion you've been living this entire time.
...It's called the decline in acceptance to oneself...for not telling yourself you have more in your general self-worth...then what kind of self-contempt you've been blocking away in hopes of accepting your very own disillusioned artificially created...self-resolve.
That being said, the actual chances that you have been living your own life (free of charge) from feeling you have defeated the such negativity in your very lifestyle... Is nothing more than a shower of benign social ramblings (from within yourself) that will sentence you too a psychological error in your very reasoning for illogical decision-making.
Which means, in the very end, choices don't matter in the long run. Since you already know what you want... Even if reality (outside your very self), isn't what is truly best for you (especially when it wouldn't agree with your very options) first and foremost.
The very basics of life is the turning point for disaster! If or if not, you have already made a good enough paid sentence (full of such processing power) that demands reconciliation on the spot (for how you have evaluated your very life up until this very point in time). Then your fruitful for misguided tendencies. Or even better... Misinformed logic that doesn't sell itself short in the slightest.
So many lies I've been told It makes me wonder if these People were misinformed And they knew no better But now their words are Ingrained in my head and I can't seem to differentuate Between the lies and the truth
Maybe I was misinformed, Or simply couldn’t understand, what it meant to go, from a boy to a man, where's picasso when you need someone, to paint a vivid picture, so these distinct images in my head, will soon become a work of art.