do not leave me with what could have been
with all of your
almost-maybe-somedays.
do not tell me that you’re sorry
and that you love me
and that you wish it didn’t have to be like this.
do not make me live in a world without you
do not make me have to drink coffee on my own.
put those pills down and pick up the phone.
for everyone who needs to hear this, but most especially for e.n. and j.v.