I had hoped to find a sort of love this fall. One that might have kept me warm through the winter. I had hoped to make treats and nice things for someone who liked me enough to kiss my face. I had hoped to find someone who would waste Saturdays at home with me watching Netflix. I had hoped to find someone to pour my heart into- even if only for a moment. I had hoped to find someone I could write about- someone who would be good to me. Hoped.