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  Aug 2020 Anneteiku
Emily Dickinson
1680

Sometimes with the Heart
Seldom with the Soul
Scarcer once with the Might
Few—love at all.
Anneteiku Aug 2020
I'm having hard time processing things.

Cluttered thoughts...

Unhealthy mind...

Countless sleepless nights...

Leave me alone.

I...

I just need to process this Æ L O N E.

Don't need any approval.

Don't need your unsolicited advice.

I just needed S P A C E.

I know how to ask for help, believe me.
  Jan 2019 Anneteiku
King
If
If I die today,
Would tears flow,
like a rushing river?
Or the clouds weep,
screaming in thunder?
Would the earth break,
shaking in anger?
Will the world care?
And for a moment,
forget laughter?

If I'm down
to my final heartbeat.
Will anyone be there,
sitting beside me?
When I draw,
the very last breath.
Will you hold my hand,
and feel upset?

If I go,
without saying goodbye.
I want you to know,
that I really tried.
To live and love,
to endure and smile.
To find the truth,
in this realm of lies.

If I'm fated
of leaving soon
to talk with God,
in his glowing room.
I'll be rejoicing,
when I face my doom.
Even I end like a flower,
that withered,
before it blooms.

If inside the casket I lay,
Would there any heaven for me to stay?
Or will my sins, demand me to pay?
Don't even know, how much this life has weighed.

If it's my time, to step on the scale.
Done of my part, in this play.
A lot of regrets,
but nothing more to say.
Wish me luck.
If I die today.
Anneteiku Jan 2019
I hope the world will not hinder us...
To know what we are
To become who we are
To love

I hope this emotions will not lead me...
To leave you
To stop what we are
To stop loving you

I hope this night will not let me...
Cry myself to sleep
Hurt myself even more
Feel that I'm insignificant

I'm hoping...
For you
For the best
For love
Anneteiku Dec 2017
She had a plan
She devised it tonight
She'll make it at New Years eve
They we're singing merry
She'll carry a rope
She'll jump and dance until the song stop
I hope she'll make it at New Years eve
She wonder if they'll mourn
She end up crying
She had the loneliest heart tonight
Anneteiku Nov 2017
My dear heart why are you aching?
Don't withdraw from me
Tormented while sleeping
Emptiness scares me

My mourning mist
Unknown grief
Veined fist
Oblivious thief

Dear Heart, we're inseparable
But you're being unfavorable
I think we should part
I'll cease to breathe while you reach your dead-end
Anneteiku Aug 2017
Date a man...
Who will pursue you
With sincerest intentions
Who value relationships

Be with a man...
With a vision
Who thinks intelligently
Without selfish ambitions

Marry a man...
Whose heart are set on God
Who fear Him with reverence
Who know the price of a beloved
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