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Jaimie Ramirez Dec 2018
Put others before myself
**** everything
I don’t need your  help
All this pain that I’ve dealt
On my come up  
Can’t tell me **** bout my wealth
All this madness
Bad for my health
It’s tragic
Dreamin bout reality
Like its magic
Lately I’ve been feeling like
It aint gone happen
This my life story
Learn more of me
Really feelin unimportantly
Distant for a reason
Got Bipolar issues
Im like the seasons
Ion even mean it
My mind so ****** up
Please tell me that im dreamin
Hard to believe in
Gotta speak for myself
Tryna to open up
Like a lock in the safe
No im not okay
My best friend passed away
Its been messin with my brain
Hate to say it but
Im in pain
Can’t take it nomore
It remains
Forever
Woke up and wanted to write how i was feeling. Haven’t wrote poetry in a while but i feel confident in this piece right here.
blackbiird Dec 2018
To deny her petals
Of water
Was to deny the essence of her soul
From which you grew.
Water her petals, but kiss the stems
Of lust.
Of regret.
And watch the cracks dry up.
lowkeymorns Dec 2018
We are prisoners of time, 
Running from one moment to the next,
Racing the strokes that create the seconds. 
Fleeing from our own creation.
Reflections on time and it's meaning, and it's creation. Things are always evolving and moving forward always changing. We named this change time and say we never have enough.
Wendy Wong Sep 2018
It used to be
Just the sun, the sea.

And I used to gaze
How -
The sun’s faint rays stretch
And ricochet off the ebbing waves;
How -
The blazing, burning ball of fire
Kindles sparks of white
On the palpitating span of sapphire.

And sometimes,
I remain -
- patiently,
As the first pearls of rain
Trickle down my window
And into the waves,
Lilting, clear,
Like the clinking of champagne beers,
Creating rings of
Endless possibilities.

On hazy days,
The sky
Is a confusing golden gray.
It is a muted sweetness,
A muted softness,
A muted solace.

Now I sojourn by the window,
Silent, still,
Just like the sun, the sea.

So together we await,
Hopelessly as the concrete creeps
                    Higher
            And
Higher
Until we are engulfed forever
In silent protest.
Ellie Jul 2018
she's an angel
but
her wings are wings of the devil
her smile is inspiring evil
her glare was piercing , furious
hiding behind a mask
lacking affection
seeking love
that broken little heart
that poor little girl
a deafening noise
a blinding light
rose her head
a warm perl ran through her cheek
a sarcastic curve on her face
kept walking
yet walking towards a wall
Jaimie Ramirez Jun 2018
Days passed cant relax
Worrying about others before myself
Whenever you need help
Im available
Only want to shine bright
Step back into the light
Now theres no connection holding us tight
Have to stay out the mix
Different lifestyles we can’t fix
Once i open up to you
There goes my trust
Guess that wasn’t enough
When life gets tough
I need you instead
Not available
No real friends
Who will ride with me til the end
Got myself to protect
Turned antisocial to disconnect
I got myself..
Jaimie Ramirez Jun 2018
Trapped in a diverse world
Nothing others can imagine
Abandoned is how it feels
Mentally different just keeping it real  
Overthinking my mistakes
Hoping to change and grow
Been keeping this vile side on the low
Lost mind still looking to be found
Head always spinning around
Lucid minds cannot hide
Need your love to survive...
Been feeling lost lately
Haesel Feb 2018
I know I couldn't do that to them or you
It's just every thing is tearring me up from the inside out
Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay
Trying to pretend like everything's okay
It's making it hard to stay
My heart is heavy and all these things I've kept inside
Is catching up to me
Three years of avoiding talking about my problems and keeping sh*t inside my head
Makes me want to try new things instead
Alcohol Pills smoking a spliff to get high  
Made things 100x worse
A little something I wrote when I was in a dark place im so glad I'm no longer in that state of mind count your blessings
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