One
Winters night
I pear through
My
Cabin window and
See
The word why
Ablase
When everything
Is snow and ice

As the young man
Unknowingly
Eats a poppy
He
Is subjected to
Hallucinations
One of which
He sees the charkas
Circle around
A poppy that is spitting out
Fire
What the
He says.

As I stand the
To
Take
A
Picture
Of the decoration
Flowers
I see
That the flowers
And I are
Floating
In space

S
P
A
C
E
J
A
M

As I
See
The dandelion at seed
I am
Seeing doubles
In two different colours
What
Did my quack
Give
Me
To
Take.

Hill Morty.
When  you send me those gifs on Tumblr
I feel like I am special and worth somethingand desired. But no just by anyone but the most intelligent and loving young man and skilled  doctor on the planet. I wish to meet one day in the future.

Dearest Hill
Your are the only good thing in my life.  For I feel like a freak of nature and I you are the same boat. Your the only loving and comforting person I have and sifted heart that rivals my bed. I wish to cuddle in the love and softness.

I was a toddler
There was an over night
Family BBQ
A big party
And I saw the stars
And the Big Dipper
And imagined
Star trek
What
Would
It
Be like
On the
star ship enterprise.

When I was ****** at 13-14
Years of age I would
Talk my bike out at
Sun down
Dusk
And go up the edge
Of quaint
Town and see the lights
Of the next town over
Then the zen kicked in.

My
M
O
T
H
E
R
I love her
I hate her
There is no in between
Just black and white
No shades of grey