Always wanted , to be closer
Always wanted to love you more
Always given you my blood.
Always been drained of my blood
Always been loved to be used by you
Always Push away to be close to nothing
I thought of you in which thought should not be invested
Thinking the best dreams of innocent loyalty
Thinking of what you can see what I can give and show
Knowing that I have no looks, heart, or personality to you
Invisible , I know, yet popular with others, but not in you
knowing I do have more body parts than the fingers that hold money.
I am more than money, I know and I think, I have the heart of gold,
with knowledge that I have soul and personality, and and I know you are without the values.
Always thinking, I can do better, than to lose my freedom and sanity over you. I lost it all, basically in thought of you.
Always known I could be better, but love from me is real.
Always jaded in you, and of you. always death of the old me.
Poem based on memories of a person who has hurt me in the past.