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  May 2016 Steven Forrester
Jonny
I love you,
I love you, from the bottom of my heart,

I'll whisper that,
In your ears,
When we're no longer apart.
(I bet it gives you chills)

You did the same to me,
All those nights really late,
I'd ride my bike to you,
And I'd hop over those gates,
Then in through the window,
Where you would be awake,
(a few times you weren't)

That mile and a half,
Riding in the dark,
Sometimes it was foggy,
But there were always sparks,

I've tried living without you,
It's been nothin but a mess,
If I have to live without you,
I'll be miserable at best.

So I say again my beautiful girl
I love you
I love you, from the bottom of my heart.
  May 2016 Steven Forrester
Aeerdna
There are clouds covering my soul
and I know the rain they're crying
is hurting your heart too.
I'd make it nice and shiny
just so you can feel the warmth,
but I don't know how to do it anymore.
Clouds of silence darkening me whole
unspoken words I have for you
are dying under the tempest
while the blank page stares at me
and I feel useless.

A rain of fire
burning us both.


The sun always shines after a storm
and I hope
a rainbow will appear
before these falling flames
will turn us to ashes
flying over the ocean between.
T
Steven Forrester May 2016
Have you ever been broken
Have you ever been beaten
Have you ever sat smoking
Looking for a reason
Why am I always on the other side
Looking in I see true happiness
And this glass
Attached
In between myself and my dream
I see it
I hear it
I feel it slipping through my fingers
Is there someone
Is there anyone
Who can pull me to the surface
My pain will always linger
Is there anyone
Is there someone
Who will caress my face
I've completely lost the thing
That brings
That drive to write a sing
Still I try
Wishing I could just die
But I just hide
Who I am inside
With a guard built up outside
My life just a lie
I'm completely broken
And why!
I've never hurt anyone on purpose
I do my best to see the good in others
Even without a purpose
I'm feeling as if I'm smothered
What I write here is all truth
Its what is me
Out there in the air
To the people reading this
Do any of you even care?
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
No color
No feeling
No honor
In stealing
Another
It pulls at our limbs
Strikes rock against flint
to make a fire
of desire
to Drag us in
No color
No feeling
None other
Trapped and peeling
No skies
As we die
We fall victim
To an attack
Trapped in a system
Painted black
- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
At best...
Im a stranger
Im a danger
to everyone around

At best...
I'm nothing
I'm no one
I blend in with the crowd

At best...
I speak to you
I inspire you
Can you hear the sound

Of hooves on the ground
Of horses back's bound
Of screaming in homes
As a vagrant roams
To find his next meal
Imagine how he feels

Hungry
Loneley
Lost

Invisible
Ignorable
Aside he is tossed

At the end of my life
I'll have won no real fights
I'll have given up my rights
And I'll turn off my lights
to die like the rest
Because thats who i am...at best
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
Steven Forrester May 2016
I am a man
Full of misery
And doubt
So shout
If you feel my pain
Let it rain
And stay
For just a little while
Divide
Your vice
As I run outside
I realize
I am alive
And no one can stop me
Or drop me
The world is a blank canvas
As the colors take on my shape
I take a stand
As an ominous man
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind
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