I like thinking what my life would have look like if we were together.
I like imagining you in the evening, in my bathroom, shirtless, brushing you teeth before going to sleep. I would came from behind, wrapping my arms around you, kissing your back.
I like imagining me waking up next to you. Your sleepy angel face, dreaming about god knows what. Your body rolled up in my sheets, your smell on my pillows.
Imagine all this is a ******* torture, a ******* sweet torture.
The kindness in the tides: a lie We drowned before we swam Things that wash up on the sand Now perfectly brown and bland While the same sand in timeglasses Squabbles over which was last or fastest The earth divorces Down main roads and golf courses Leaving trees and tees and work forces To decide custody and resources Mud slides, fires, floods Wars, bloodshed and more shed blood We breath and undo the work of her trees Pollute the air further and curse the disease Build up, drill down Stitch flags, forge crowns Blast off, touch down And wonder why the moon frowns She will take all of us back Piece by person by piece In thise messy Natural attacks To reclaim the beast of her autonomy back Gravity languid but abound We are tethered to the ground And so too the fate She will propound Indeed we are indebted Regret it