Shweta Darji

Shweta Darji Nov 2015

My sleep is never complete
Awaken with stresses and worries
Dreaming about future
In a hallucinated mind I cry
For all the things I have to do
In a conscience mind I cry
For all the things I have to do
Finish this
Finish that
Finish it and my future will be better
Read this
Read that
You're no one if you don't pass
My sleep is never complete
Because education always competes

School is stressful

#sleep #dreams #school

Shweta Darji Oct 2015

Untitled

When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
I wonder if anyone is there
If I'm only imagining
If I was taught to imagine
A higher being
When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
In the world
In my life
I receive nothing
So I wonder
Is anyone there to heed to me
Or is it all imagination

#prayers

Shweta Darji Jul 2015

moon

Some nights
The moonlight hits bed just right
And I lay down on my bed
Look up at the stars
Watch the moon
And think
All is right
All is good

The moonlight really does hit my bed

#moon #sleep #bed #stars #sky

Shweta Darji Feb 2015

One

One month ago someone asked me how i feel
One month ago my mother comforted me
More than one month ago I went on an adventure
Less than one month ago I realized I like being alone
One minute ago I cried
One hour and no one has come to check up on me
It's been one long month

I'm stressed and depressed and having thoughts that irritate me and I don't want to be like this

#months

Shweta Darji Jan 2015

Lonely Hearts Club

There's nothing more worse
Than a lonely heart
There's nothing more worse
Than a broken mind
Everyday I wake up
In hopes for an adventure
But I get in return
Is another hour of sleep
I try telling them how I feel
But they are oblvious
To the fact that I
Need help
I need someone
To sit here with me
And tell me it's ok

I've been really depressed since the new year

#friends #sad #lonely #sleep

Shweta Darji Oct 2014

Tell Me A Story

Tell me about when you were young
Tell me about all the things you did
Tell me about the things you've seen and words you've heard
About the girls you've loved
Your friends
Your family
Ones who've passed
Ones who still live
Loved ones
Hated ones
Enemies and friends
Tell me the things you've experienced and the things you've done
Tell me everything there is to know about you

this goes mostly towards my dad. i know not much of him and what he's done but once in a while he'll tell me stories. even though my dad and i share a very strong relationship, i want to get to know him more.

#love #friends #story #family #enemies

Sep 2014

ˏˋstoop kidˊˎ

Trainee Space Explorer

You look at me as if I have galaxies in my eyes
with planets revolving around my body
and sunshine on my breath
out of the billions of stars in the sky you are my sun

I fell for an astronaut
ready to float through the space in my mind

I inhale your words and exhale star dust
forming the galaxies for you to travel

I am your space cadet,
my major interstellar
teach me to love the cosmos as much as you do
because I still have trouble loving
the constellations you see in me

sorry this is cheesy af

#love #relationships #boy #space #astronaut #galaxies