Shield Maiden

Shield Maiden May 2016

Torn

I have this obsession
       called you
I have these butterfly feelings
       for you
I have this painful ache
       because of you
I don’t want to stop this
       but I have to
because I'm broken
       and I love you

I will have to let you go because I'm broken so I can heal on my own <3

#love #broken #pain #sadness #relationship #rejection

Shield Maiden Apr 2016

Cursed Love

My love life is cursed
I have done it again
Trusting the wrong woman
with my heart
You’re so intoxicating
It’s a heart breaking swim
Swimming in an ocean of tears
Tears I’ve cried for you
Because I couldn’t see the truth
Truth that I have fallen
Fallen for the wrong one
Time after time
*again

why do they call it a crush?
Because that’s how you feel when they don’t feel the same way in return

#love #sad #pain #relationship #crush

Shield Maiden Apr 2016

Vulnerable Lover

Sometimes I'm afraid
To step out of my own shade
To let my true colors show
In fear for rejection for sure
But sometimes it works
But then I get hurt
So be careful with my heart
You might tear it apart
Without meaning to or not
I wear my heart on my sleeve
So be gentle with me
Because I'm trusting you
With all my being
To love me back
Not to wreck

#love #heartbreak #scared #relationship #vulnerability

Shield Maiden Apr 2016

Poison Ivy

Poison Ivy
Sticks and stones
She broke my bones
Crushed my heart
She teared it apart
Kissed me with poison ivy laced lips
Sending me to this place
Of fire and bliss
She stabs my heart
Without knowing it hurt
I don’t want to show
How much it flows
The blood out of my soul
From hurting so much
The pain she caused
By tearing me apart
By saying you’re not the one I want

please review so i can improve :)

#love #sad #desire #pain #rejection

Shield Maiden Apr 2015

My Girl "who shall not be named"

My sweet girl
I will show you the world
For I have traveled far
To see your beauty not from afar

It cannot compare
To even the most fairest
Your beauty is a delight
Just like the night sky

Your cuddles turn me into puddles
That’s okay I love your huggles
Kiss me before you go
Since you are my light
In my darkest world

My friend is leaving for 5 days so i wanted to write a poem for her about it. this was more of a fun poem so if it doesn't make all sense then woops ;3

#love #life #friend #friendship #leaving

Shield Maiden Apr 2015

Betrayal

I can still feel you on my lips
The taste of your tongue
Which made my head swum
I gave you all my heart
My first ever love

But someone so cute as you
Brought me so much misery and doom
You destroyed both me and you
With all your cheating, lies
Now you are being despised

See what you have done
So much suffering
That I can’t go on
Leave me alone
Enjoy your parties
And so long

I tried to make a happy poem but clearly it had a mind of its own. I hope you enjoy.

#love #sad #life #pain #betrayal #hurt #first-love

Shield Maiden Apr 2015

Platonic Love

This numbness and this pain
It eats me away
She said it was just a platonic game
My heart aches and bleeds
Just like my whole world
Can’t you see that I’m freaking hurt
No matter what I say or do
You won’t love me like I love you

I just want to say I dont know anything about Poetry unfortunately. So every time I write, I hope that it comes out alright. So i really appreciate it if you review it so I can work on my skills. Thank you for reading :)

#love #pain #unrequited #platonic