Hold me close and tell me everything is going to be okay. Tell me I'm beautiful in the most lowest and upbeat times. Sweet, gentle kisses pressed against me. Love me like no other. Minor arguments and more love. Let's talk things over and reminiscing about our past. Laughing at all the good times we've had and more to come. Let's pray together, relieving our stress, pain, and hurt. Let's just be best friends, where we tell each other secrets. Plan trips and build an empire. Be my king and I'll be your queen. Never worry about anyone else, because all their is, is just the two of us!

You told me you loved me
  You told me you cared
  You promise you'll never hurt me..
  But instead you did...
  I cried and cried..no one was there
  No one cared
  No one cared
  You told me you were sorry and promised you'll never do it again
  I gave you a chance and yet you broke that promise again...
  I know longer believed that you even cared.
  You told me you love me but you broke your promise again and again..
  Things will never be the same..
  Let's see where this will end!

My deepest fear isn't marriage, but the fear of marrying the wrong one. Hopes are high, heart beats a 100mph. Do I forget the lies, the cheating and all the betrayal? Do I pretend like the hurt never existed? Do I start over? Mind bobbled by so much. Please God show me a sign, or did I miss the sign? Have I been blinded all along? Questions are racing through my mind. Would it change after marriage? Would I have to go through the heartaches and pain? The lying and cheating? I'm supposed to be happy! I can't go into marriage like this. I need to clear mind, I need to get away. Let me think... is this what I really want?

The illusion some protray just to all be the same and want the same

  Subliminals, the media, and soical sites..
  
No one wants to be the same and treated different from others
  
So why portray this illusion
  
Be different, be who you are, display your imagine and inner feelings
  
Be happy with who you are..
  
The illusion..that's what they want you to protray!

It's as if no one hears your cries or sees your tears... Are you alone? Or is it that no one really cares? You find yourself lost and in distress. Wondering if you'll ever find your happiness.

As I wake at dawn hearing the birds whistling and chirping
Spring has officially come
The beautiful sunrise
The birds flying across the radiant red and orange sky
The world seems at peace
Waking at dawn makes me feel free
Clear of all the blur..
Another day has come
Another day of living!

Don't give up
Never let go
Follow what's inside
Don't be afraid to shine
Be your destiny
Control your dreams
Take some chances
Anything can be your reality
-  Sign Shemika C.

Is it wrong to love one person?
Is it wrong to give that one person the attention they deserve?
Why is it so hard to show true affections and emotions?
Is it because you're scared of what people might think?
Am I not your image of love?
Is it because you want to continue your childish ways?
Is it because you're scared you might get hurt?
Why must I feel hurt, feel pain and feel agony towards you?
While all along I just want to love you!
Scream it from the top of my lungs, let the world know someone has stolen my heart.
And that someone is you!
Buy you any and everything without you knowing...just because!
Are you that blind to see what I'm showing you?
It's the simple things that matter....a walk in the park, a love letter, maybe some flowers on a random day.
Should I have to tell you what is love?
Or should that be told on its own, by feelings and actions?
Don't say you love me while hurting me.
That's not what you call love!
What may not affect you, will certainly affect me.
WHY IS LOVING SOMEONE SO **** HARD??

Wipe away those tears, let the fear go. You are strong, you are beautiful. Conquer the world, with your head held high!

I never got to hold you, I never got to see your beautiful face, I never got the chance to say I love you, but I only got a short glance of you. You made me smile when I realized it was real, but it was taken away within a blink of an eye. I imagined everything...your future, your first steps, I wasn't ready for you to go, but it was your calling before your beginning. I think of you everyday, and sometimes it makes me cry. It hurts my heart every time...I'd just wish I had that chance to hear my baby first cry!

She wants to be loved
Held tight with no hopes of never letting go
Inhaling your succulent smell, while nibbling on the lope of your ear
She listens as your breathing becomes heavy
She knows you want to feel her inner goddess, but that is not what she's yearning for!
She wants to be loved!
Can you be her best friend?
When times get rough will you be their to hold her tight?
To be the first and last person you think of, and to promise to always protect her.
Showing the world and expressing your feelings with no guilt in your heart is what she really wants!

Intrigue me with your integrity, allow me to float on the clear blue ocean sea. ****** my mind, body and soul. Take me to the highest mountain tops and express our romance. Let's enjoy the beauty of what lies in front of us!

Women tend to fall so deep in love; they tend to lose themselves in the mist of it. We love strong, we long deep and we love hard. But do some actually care? They take what they want and leave you in the dust, they lead you onto false hope and dreams. Your heart is shattered into a million pieces, but no one is their to help you pick it up and put it back together. So you do it on your own! You know, us WOMEN are strong, we barely have anyone to depend on! With all the heartaches and pain we go through, we still are not considered or treated like QUEENS, but rather like peasants! Stand tall my dear Queens, and walk with your head held high, we are BEAUTIFUL, we are STRONG, and we are POWERFUL! FOCUS on yourself and a real KING shall join you!

Some fear being alone, but at times I'd rather be.
Away from everyone and everything.
Seems as though I get bothered very easily, and instead of reacting, I'd rather distance myself.
Is this a crime? Is this a sin?
I'm normally down to earth and open-minded.
My opinions, comments, and kindness tend to be taken for granted.
Am I doing something wrong?
I know I may have a minor short fuse that needs a few adjustments.
It just takes that special one to fix it, better yet tame it.
Everyone has feelings, but why must some feel their own is more important than others?
So my way instead of reacting is, distance!
A time where I'm able to set my soul free and be at ease.....

It's something about you that makes me laugh, it's something about you that makes me smile!
I feel bubbly inside..
When your near I get weak, and feel chills through my body.
It feels like I'm a kid again.
What is it about you? That I can't explain.
All I'm wishing is that you were mine, and only mine!

You seize attention,
So you exploit yourself.
Your doing this to feel good about yourself,
but in reality your degrading yourself.
You get mistreated by men, you get talked about by women,
they manipulate you into telling you all the things you want to hear,
but you don't steer clear.
There maybe issues that needs to be addressed..
No mother, no father, no love from no one.
No one hears your inner cries, your inner hurt..
Please don't exploit yourself, your Beautiful inside and out..
Ignore the media, ignore the people, look beyond that..
Be Bold..Be Brilliant..Be Brave..Be Strong
Remember *YOUR BEAUTIFUL

Moving forth
  Pushing forward with no hopes of going back
  No longer wanting to live your past life
   Hurt, pain, agony, and struggle!                
Wanting the better in life...
  More prosperous...
   Moving forth with your life...
Have Faith, Determination, and
  Motivation

Wanting a love that is so irresistible and desirable cannot be a fantasy of imagination...
Knowing the love that you have for yourself and what you have to offer is irreplaceable.
You know what you want, you know what you should receive, but still find it hard to get.
Any man or woman that loves you for you, as do you for them is irresistible.
The smiles that you share together, the laughter, the tears, but still be able to love one another unconditionally is everlasting.
He/she knows your likes and dislikes, as you know theirs.
Wanting real love should be what everyone want.
Be yourself, have faith, love, hope, peace, God and strength between one another.
Finding love is hard, but loving yourself first is what matters!
Let someone find the love within their self and they will find their way to you!

When all hopes fail who do you call on?
Everyone hears me, but no one understands me. They think they know what I mean, when in all reality it's the opposite of what you think!
It's mind bobbling just trying to figure it out, but no one understands me,
but me!
You all want to know what I feel,
the things I say,
the things I do but,
it's all a different meaning when it rings in your brain.
Sometimes it doesn't make sense to me, but my heart begs to differ.
My brain says different, but I follow my heart. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's payback, or maybe it's change.
My decisions and choices may seem weird and I wish someone would understand, I hope someone could hear.
But only one can hear and understand. You can't see him,
you can't hear him, nor the things he do.

Let me take you to a place no one has ever gone before.
  A place where I escape in my own fantasies...
  Let's take this ride and drift off to where the imaginary impossibles become a reality of possibilities...
  Tell me your fantasies...

-Shemika C.

Walking outside, what do you see?
 I see the beauty of the world and                     how we're living in it.
The homeless begging for help and support, car alarms going off, people talking, running, music playing, trains, so many things going on around me.
Some at peace, some crying for help.
But where do you stand?
What is your purpose?
Love and Peace is what we need in this world. The way we live is, the life we choose...
Where do we start on changing our life?
When will we begin? When will we change?
 I have to remind myself everyday, that things will change and there would be better days.
No one hears me, no one cares, I'm just alone in this dark world, where there's a word call FEAR..
Some don't say it, nor do they show it, but deep down inside we know it's there.
      It takes so little for disaster to strike and turn somebody from a person who can give a hand to somebody that needs a hand.

My heart is racing, sweating, and I'm going into a panic. I can't breath, I could barely even see. My head is pounding and the room is spinning. I'm losing my mind and getting delusional. I see something, but it's such a blur. I rub my eyes, and now it's gone! Can someone please help me? I opened my eyes; it was just a dream!

Loving your inner beauty, dispite the flaws you hold. That is what makes you, the person you are! Holding you close, inhaling your sweet succulent smell. Whispering in your ear, "how amazing you are", whispering "I will never let you go." As chills runs down your spine, you've never felt a feeling like this before. You think it's love, Or is it lust? Noticing your ****** expression, saying the words I Love You, with just the twinkle in your eyes. Holding hands, gazing into one another's eyes, you can fell the temperature in the room change, as the heat of chemistry increase. He says "baby your the one for me, and I know I'm the on for you. Let's take this journey together, for I will always be there to protect you, as you will be there to guide me." From then on she knew it was true. A love so deep, so strong, they've communicated through eyes, body and soul, she knew he was telling the truth. He was the one!

The hurt, the pain
Verbally, domestic violence
It's all under hurt and pain
The agony from within
Can no longer take it, must fight it
Be strong for yourself, and no one else
God is watching you, and waiting for your move...
Your stuck and can't let go
You think it's love, that's all you know
Reality; it's pain and hurt, justifying love, when you have no clue..
Pack your bags, run for the stars, don't look back
Love is ahead, your scared, but your protected
You can not see him, but he is there.
He wants to show you true love, but your stuck and can't let go of what you think is love....

Take me far away, where all that lies is the two of us.
Seclude ourselves from anything and everyone that is negative.
What shall not bring happiness shall not be entwined!

Sometimes you wish for better,
a better life, a better future, someone to hold you tight, or maybe even someone to kiss you goodnight.
It's not a dream, it's just a wish, a walk in the park, hold hands and dance like there's music in the air.
A brighter future that enhances your greatness, and allow you to shine like the stars that's only seen at night!
Magnify the intelligence!
Someone to wipe those tears and tell you everything is going to be okay.
Someone to uplift you in your dreams, future, and day...

Rain
The sound of rain on a cool spring day
Laying by the window and all I could think of is pain
But some say rain brings happiness but when u hear rain falling down my window and hitting the cars then hitting the ground
I feel pain..gods pain
He's crying for peace and change..but rain makes trees and plants grow..the beauty of the earth..brings joy and happiness
Rain brings pain but after the rain brings beauty of the earth..a rainbow that flows across the great blue sky.
A calling of HOPE!

There's nothing like the clear blue sky, the sun glaring from above.
The birds flying over as you feel the cool air. Far away from it all, living where no one cares and have no worries and concern. Being free from it all is what I call it. Sitting on your porch watching the land that lays before you.
It's more like being in the country, where theirs cows, deers, and horses the nature of it all, so amusing and magnifying.

Stumbling, trying to search for the light, it's a dark path I've been walking. I feel the walls there's nothing around. It just seems like a everlasting hallway. I can't turn back, there's nothing but darkness. Maybe if I continue along this path, I'll find the light!

Your touch, your smell, the way you walk and the way you smile just drives me wild. Everyday I see you, seems like the first day we've met. I get butterflies inside when you give me that smile. I wouldn't change you for the world. You showed a side of me that I didn't know I still had left in me. You gave me your all and you promise to forever do so. I promise to never let you go.

No longer tears of anger, No more tears of anger. What's left is tears of disappointment, being fooled into thinking everything is ok. Being fooled that things has changed. I fooled myself believing things were different, or was it my way of wanting it to be that way. It was there all along, you've  never changed, I was blinded, thought I've known better! I've played myself once again. This is the last time! As I pack my things and head for the door, reminding myself to not look back for this is the last day forth!

Carry on, forever more, stand tall. Be focused, follow your dream. Don't look back, you will only get lost in your tracks. Carry on, forever more, you are strong, fight through the storm!

The emptiness inside, I feel no feelings.
Disturbed by your presence, it makes me sick!
You never understood the hurt and pain you put me through, if I can erase the past I would.
Just leave me alone and let me free. Leave the opportunity for someone else to see. The beautiful soul that is left in me.....

Open your eyes, listen to your heart, clear your mind, and intake the beauty that stands before you.
The air that you breathe and the beauty of nature is amazing.
Relieve the pain and anger you have from within, and set your soul free.
Find happiness from within and happiness will find its way!

You can put your all, but is it enough?
I can say how I feel, but are you really listening?
Are your feelings true or is it really a lie?
I know my words and feelings are true, but when you tell me some things, I can't help but to stare straight through you!